dC-t0-tHe-w0rLd

When you're dreaming with a broken heart....

2009-12-17T01:58:00.004+08:00

You won't know the way I feel.
The way u hurt me.
But it's alrite...

Call me immature,
Call me out of nature,
But I know me,
and I know thee...

I took a huge blow tonite,
I felt my lungs swells and grew tite,
I cant breathe nor could I move,
The anger and rage in me i let not out but in,
To keep the worst from happening.
To keep the worst in me, in me....

I cant go to sleep,
I choose not to..
But eventually I will..
I fear the dreams to come..
The dreams of you,
Because of a broken heart, I dream..
The hardest part, is waking up...

It's jus so typical of you to take everything so seriously... I was jus saying what my heart wants to say. It beats to a different rythnm. To a different way. Doesnt mean it doesnt beats for you any longer. I am unsure of it's feelings. Doesnt mean I'm getting rid of it. Doesnt mean I am letting go...

And you're already asking for a time apart from us in the next minute... I can do nothing but to obliged. But soon after, in the next minute, u call.. but to say you cant talk to me for a while. That you need to make some decisions for your own and that my presense near you would be nothing but a distracting figure. As respectful as i may be, I accepted the fact with a much shattered and broken heart... I left you alone.

But when nite comes, you send me a text saying you need me. Knowing that u were in such condition, i lay out my hand in hopes that u would take mine in yours willingly. And so you did. But this time, you wanted to spend more time together for christmas as we talked on and as the conversation advanced in it's course. At this point, I am nothing more but a confuse soul...

The worst is yet to come... It's like you havent gotten your satisfaction on how broken my heart is, yet you come around and break it into a million more pieces this time. You told me that u've met up with ur ex... Something I'm particularly not fond of to begin with. But still you go against your better judgement and did the sin. I hope you're happy with what you get outta it. For you have gotten me so numb. That i no longer feel my heart in trillions of pieces...

You called me this morning to tell me that i cannot be a part of your life at the moment because you are making huge life decisions for your own. But instead, you call upon your former glory to discuss your future. It seems to me, I shall remain the former one. and he shall take my place in your heart. Let it be just frens or me simply exagerating outta my immature heart and ways of thinking.... It came at a dead timing of our hour. And you shud have known the better path.

My ship is about to make it's last voyage. But it is still best to keep the anchor down for the winds are set imperfect for sailing and the waves, too strong to encounter. I shall stall a few days to look upon a brighter day. In which it is being clouded upon a dreaded sky of striking bolts and darkness scattered all around. I will wait. Until the heart makes a decision. I will wait.

This is my truth... Believe it.

The Heart Matters...

2009-12-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

Havent been in here for ages...!!

Loads have changed and many more yet to come...

Shall I adapt or shud I be still and hold the current?

Only time will tell and the heart to choose

For the better or for worst,

that we will not know...

The "what if's" shall remain a mystery for internity.

For no one shall know the ending without going thru the hardest point in the story...

Will I regret the decisions made and the ones to come...

I wouldnt know..

But I pray, I will make the best one for me...

and for you.

Where did UNITY go??

2009-10-27T20:53:00.012+08:00

-"You can see behind me is a big metal, which is the character of the Arabic language "Mim"
-In the english vocabulary, it can be said as "MM".
-In which in english is stands for "Malays"
-And which I can say that this university is 100% for Bumiputras.
-And which most of them consist of the malays.

-This university is NOT for the non-malays.

-What happen last year was I did a street demonstration protesting against the minister of Selangor Tan Sri Khalid Ibrahim for his suggestion to open up UiTM to 10% of the non-malays in which it was an incorrect suggestion to be made at the incorrect time.
-The malays should have the special rights because basically the malays are the sons of the soil of this country and basically we are given this type of right because we have given up the citizenship of the non-malays; the chinese and the indians.
-And for that in exchange we get the privileges of - such as; education, scholars, loans from the banks and some land from the malay reserve."

- Luqman, Student Leader UiTM

Okie so that was a video i came across in facebook and honestly speaking after the entire ordeal of watching it, lets just say it wasnt a pleasant feeling. Then I began to think, after a milestone of 50+ years of independence, how are there still people of irrational and racist way of thinking? Of the many social problems that we encountered after decades of war between societies in this country, the number one problem that started it all still exist? You people should be ashame of yourselves.

So this "fellow malaysian" here is the leader of the student council in UiTM, lets assume he's speaking in representation of the students. The first ever thought that came in my mind was how in world did anyone with that kinda proficiency in english be too proud and overly exagerating the use of it on an international news station? I mean come on, the national language is undoubtedly Bahasa, but knock knock?? Aren't they cautious that the international standards of language dominantly serve to the english language. So if you cant talk, shut up!! Oh, if you people dont understand that, let me put it in your own language... Buat malu je ko rang ni. Baik duk diam diam yee...

My second thought on this was if he already noted the overall intake requirements for the university is for bumiputras; indigenous people of the Malay Archipelago. That also goes for the other ethnic group in this country, and one thing I dont get is the rest of his so called speech was mainly highlighted on the malays.

How can people still think about their own race these days when humanity are expanding their global works of connecting societies together. I believe I've always been a global kinda person, never had a problem mixing around with other people no matter their physical appearances or their racial background. But knowing that this problem still exist just pisses me off. If only I'd get the chance of to punch him in the face. If that was spoken from someone else's point of view, um... I mean some other race's point of view, we'd be in jail for life by now. Remember the case where the chinese dude rap about the racial tension on youtube?

So I'm going to highlight some of my very own views and also a debate from 2 individuals on the video posted. We've all been going to school together. There's no such thing as an all malay school around nor is there any main educational subjects that we should be divided in. So how and where the blooming hell did the people of UiTM come up with an idea of an all malay university?? What, the quota set by the government isnt enough to separate us all? What is the percentage there? A public university has the intake of 70% Bumiputras and the 25% goes to the chinese and the remains of that goes to the indians. Tell me, why do they need an additonal 100% admission for malays in a public university? Hasnt the malays already given too much chances? I feel that it is so much so that most of them are taking everything for granted and the majority of them simply think that they do not need to work as hard as we other races do to get the same privileges given back to us as services of the government. Although I do not intend that to the minorities who have worked their behinds off for a better opporutnity.

On a second note on that, we practice the term unity the moment we begin our educational phase and that is elimentary school. Well, there is a firm 80% of all kids are enrolled in a national schoolling system. That means, there is a strong 80% chance of us being used to the company of other races having to learn the customs and believe of different culture as we go along. So would somebody tell me now, why is the prople in charge tend to separate us again now by having a separate university for only one specific race? If you beg to differ on that and debate on the issue that there is other educational institutions with the same characteristics, and tend to use TAR college or UTAR as your argument, stop right there. It may be dominated by the chinese race Although both of the univeristies are semi-private or semi-government, however way you wanna put it, they do not have any quotas for student's admission. It all falls down to the choice of the applicants there which coincidentally seem popular among the chinese population. There are malays and indians there. There only aren't as much as there are in a public university. So saying that a private institution is boycott-ing the malays or the bumiputras is totally absurd.

I posted this video on my facebook and then I saw one of my malay friend's shout outs only minutes later, quote "When a malay person speaks about racial issues, it's considered Racist, but when the chinese or indian person speaks of it, it's called liberalism, a right act of democracy..." I.... didn't bother to have a second opinion. What can I say, sarcasm has it's way in bringing out the truth about things.

Although I may have another full load of mind to put in here, and the greed of placing more points on the matter may be overpowering me at the moment. I shall send my regards and leave you guys with a final thought. All this privileges that we aren't given, that's not what we're making an issue about, what's making things worst now is that these privileges that we aren't getting are growing and as much as it is being swept under the rug with our government's mode of ridiculous transparency. These issues aren't that hard to notice with everything out in open obviously seen with the naked eye.

Where did unity go? Maybe it's not even been found....

Penang Day 1

2009-10-15T11:03:00.003+08:00

The moment is here peeps. Yes that's right. I'm finally on my holiday. And yes I know it's a lil too late for that. But all that hardwork and sleepless nites gotta pay off for at least a few days of fun. This time its once again, Penang. The state of FOOD! well, its that reason and oso the issue of the cash in my pocket. Since my budget only fits the cuti-cuti Malaysia package. I'll have that for the time being.

Took a bus up north yesterday and by the time we got here it was already late evening. Got to snuckum's crib ad settled down a lil, refresh and grab a lil dinner, left for a lil night life out in the island. There wasnt much on our schedule except the playing everthing by ear.

We fetched Denisa and Bri and the gang for the nite is complete. Headed to Queen's Bay and one after the other, decided to watch Surrogates. Hermm, let's just say it wasnt up to par on the action section. And how did the conflict resolve in a not so complicated way? It somehow reminds me of Eagle Eye. When all they have to do was to drive a stick thru a computer. Tho the ending in Surrogates was a lil too predictable, it was slightly much of a let down for it to be an anticipated film of 2009.

All in all, the highlight of the first nite out was the chilling by the beach. It would be perfect if the mosquitos and the rats were deducted from the equation. Anyhow, I'm already starting the process of revival especially after the dreaded months of non stop assignements and weekly rush for deadlines.

I feel that I'm finally feeling LIFE once more.

The Fool

2009-09-13T16:37:00.004+08:00

Nothing really matters now.
When u've got everything at the palm of ur hands,
u'll see nothing
But when u've lost it all at once,
Then u start to realise you were only a fool holding the world at the palm of ur hand.
A fool who never really realizes the great things he posseses.
A fool who never appreciates...

A fool who is ME.

I did it for you...

2009-06-27T23:42:00.006+08:00

Todays not the same as everyday
Its far from ordinary
The pain I endure, you're my cure
But my mistakes have led me
Far away from you

Mile by mile
Feelings I just cant reconcile
My hearts on a string, these broken wings
Who knew I'd be so fragile
Far away from you

You turn away
from all those things that I've been trying to say
And all those promises I shouldnt have made
I did it for you

I search my soul
And all these feelings that I cant control
Youre the one thing that can make me whole
I did it for you

Flashing for a cause...

2009-06-17T22:51:00.014+08:00

HAve u ever seen a crowd of people who just went out there and flash to the world?
Well, not to give u guys the wrong impression or anything...
This is definitely for a GOOD CAUSE!!
Let it be for the sake of fun or just to be heard...
Here's wad im talking about....
A thing called... Flash Mob!!
Dont know wad i mean? Watch this...

Check this one out too...!!!

This one sounds familiar...

And from just plain dancin,
Here's some lyrics to the songs....
As the saying goes,
The best for Last...

Coz i like this one... :P

And just about now, im sure about 90% of u guys are wondering,
If its such the "IN" thing...
How come Malaysia tak da?
Think again....
Here's one from our very own DIGI
Well, i'll just let u guys watch and give ur own comments la...

I know....
Maybe in 10 years time...
Wawasan 2020.

FreEeEeeeeed0m!!!!

2009-05-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

As it says on my PM on msn...

Yes thats rite!!! I-am-FREEEEeeeeeee!!!

At least until June 1st that is... LOL!

So my last paper was on monday, the END of Semester 1 of Year 2. And so with a very light heart, i beg you goodbye miserable sem!!! And HeeeEeeEeEEEELLo0oo000Ooo HOLIDAY!!! Imma be getting up the bus tmr... On the way to meet sweet sweet loving arms wide open to greet me in PENANG baby!!! Yeah!!

So im gonna be staying there for about a week and I cant friggin wait!!! Aaargh... The crusing drives around the island, the freedom im gonna living, the BEACH, CLUBBING ofcoz, the sight seeing, the awesomeness FOOD, but the MOST of all.... Just YOU, ME and Penang...

So imma be heading off to the holiday of my life... But no worries coz imma be coming back with loadsa stories to fill you guys in. Well, note that i have loads of drafts to post and to post em i will when i get back. So be sure to look forward to it. Coz i definitely am!!

Till then... HOLI-awesomefull-DAY!!!!

Study Fest!!!

2009-04-26T23:44:00.003+08:00

As it says on my PM on Msn...

Moral was aite!! But Broadcasting's Next up! Paper 2 out of 5!!

Yep, yesterday was day 1 of my finals this sem... It was aite. Guess the office tend to start us off easy with Pendidikan Moral!! What a load man. Altho it was only a LAN paper which wont contribute nada to my CGPA, i have no idea y i paid so much attention to it... Stil wondering why..

And my reaction to the paper.. well, its a normal "ok la" difficulty. Dont wanna be full of confidence now coz i dont wanna jinx my chances here. Plus, it came to a shock to my whole class of the number of (senior) students who sat for the repeat paper. Bummer for them! And to think they sum up to almost a whole class. Must be a real "tough" subject..

After all, the classes thru out the sem werent always popular among the students and it wasnt even full to begin with. Im guessin we have soo0o0o much moral values instilled in us that we dont have to give a damn about attending class. LOL!

Well, after the paper, met up with snuckums coz she too had a paper... we're hoping for the best to score!!

We hit Jaya 33 after that... and believe it or not, it was the first time i was there. Yeah, i know i know.. its just 10 mins from my uni.. but hey! Never had the urge to go there. Well, didnt really walked all over. But i went to as far as subway. As in the fast food restaurant chain. Not literally the subway.

And for that i finally found a sole reason to go there more often. The sandwich buns there are nice!! Especially now that they're having a special everyday 24/7!! Okie, lets skip the whole advertising for subway moment and then snuckums just had to window shopping which eventually turned real shopping...

And at nite....

Well, lets not get there... :P

Ps Nothing happened. No worries mum!!

Its all about being mutually equal...

2009-04-21T21:39:00.006+08:00

If you want a fren,
I'll be there...
If you want a tutor,
Come to me...
If you want a shoulder to lea on,
Find me rite beside you...
If you want to bug a person's soul,
See the grin on my face...
If you want help,
Reach out to my hand reaching out to you...
If you want a partner in life,
I'll be the part in your life...

But if you want an enemy,
Dont expect me to be there...

When we're talking about Love, only two other words comes rite next to it. One with seven letters and the other with 13...

I talking about the R-E-S-P-E-C-T and U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D-I-N-G.

If you aint got neither, you aint living the dream.

When we celebrate a 21st

2009-04-20T10:30:00.004+08:00

First of all, a BIG Happy 21st Birthday to Joellyne!

Saturday nite fever is back!! and this time, it came back in style!!

It was certainly tiring preping up the hall and all the glitz and glamour for that nite. It was rush rush rush during the day. And come nite time, it was P-A-R-T-A-Y!!! The chickies were all dressed to kill, and the pimps were ready to mingle... LOL!

The flowers, the booze, the dresses, the food, Lights, Camera and THE EVENT of the year!! It was d-partay she'll definitely remember for the rest of her life...

Went in the morning to prep up the hall, helped with the flowers and the sound system as they were testing it out. The hall was already surrounded with speakers and its own console system, little did i know the mixers and gigantor sub wolfers were on its way. Plus, throw in a deejay and a couple of emcees for the event, whala!! u've got our very own private party in a club rite there!! Oh... not forgetting the red carpet!! Filled with rose petals to formalize the event.

Left in the afternoon for home turning almost black, covered with dust and sweat while the birthday girl went to the salon and did her hair... Got home only had enuf time to change and have a desperately needed shower and worst of all... aint got nothing to wear. So i went with my natural instint and put on some rojak stuff. You know us guys... no matter the event, we need not go thru hundreds of fittings to find the rite one. LOL!

The theme for the nite, The Movie Premiere!! Started at 7pm but put it in the malaysian context it started at 8pm. Well, at least the cocktail started on time. Which is the advantage of being on time!! When the time came, the main attraction of the nite walked the red carpet, with camera lights flashing and us at the sidelines ready to greet her in.

The first part of the of the nite was pretty formal. Had a round of speeches, a few slide shows, accompanied by a live unplungged performance. Not forgeting SOME of us were already drunk during dinner. but it all turned out well at the end. And before it came to the end of that part of the nite, i remember her dad saying; "Send ur parents home and we'll crank up the dance floor". And that we did..... Lmao!

The after partay was the main event when all the booze came out and about. The varieties... just makes me wanna go "oh la la.." all over again. Everyone turned "frenly". The hot-african-mamas really got jiggy with it on the floor. And once u got pulled in on the floor, there's no way out... It was no pool party... it was better. :P

What a way to celebrate a 21st....

It was all great. But if you were there, it would be a perfect nite. Muaks!

Next up... the PICKIES!! will update on that later..
As for now.. Gotta head back to studying....

Creating, Maintaining, and Updating...

2009-04-10T22:52:00.004+08:00

Been spending some much needed "quality time" with my PC today...

Much i have done, and much more left to be done here. It seems as tho everything needs to be on a constant update these days. Microsoft Windows are even checking and validating softwares as we run updates. I wasnt even sure i got the original pack, but it seems fine so far. And im wondering why in the bloody high heavens am i required to restart and reboot my PC after every single update?

One can spend hours, even a whole day plus, with the speed of my PC, AGES to get this done!! What prompt me to even giving a damn about this, was trying to install this particular software from Adobe. Post instalation brought a massive hassle hence made my day the way it was.

This blue screen poped outta nowhere telling me there is an error and asking me a reboot is required. This was the many hundredth time this irritating process poped out. In the end i ended up updating and installing my windows system all over and a few other updates required. Not forgeting my antivirus!

Soon after i realize, I need more space in my computer coz after installing all those crap, i was only left with 1.something GB of space.. WTF?! Now not only do i have loadsa more updating to do, but i've got to go get a new hard drive (preferably 120GB and above; for my games la!) and run a thorough disk cleanup. Feeling the mental stress alrredy!

Good news is Pikom fair is this weekend!! Wo0ts! Its a sign i tell you!! ITS A SIGN!
Bad news is i've gotta spend my cash! shisit!!

So next up on my list to get are:
- Get new Hard Drive
- Get Original Antivirus software
- Get latest versions of Adobe softwares; Illustrator, Premier Pro, Photoshop, Dreamweaver
- Get portable Hard Drive (Optional)

Aaaaah... I can see an empty bank account alreay! :'(

1.... 2....1,2,3,4!!

2009-04-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

There's only ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...

There's only ONE way
TWO say
THREE words
That's what i'll do...

I LOVE YOU!!

-Daniel & Jessica-
Saw each other during May orientation 2008
Only spoke to each other during Talent Night that same year...

:)

The UNordinary Day...

2009-04-04T21:42:00.006+08:00

In total speechless mode

A dedication to a Happy Heart...
Today made memories!!

:P

Punk'd!!

2009-04-03T21:16:00.004+08:00

Picture this: all week long you dont get a full nite's sleep, and when u finally get to just toss and turn n mess up ur sheets in the morning with no where to rush off to, u get...

*Ring Ring Ring*

Me: Hello?
Caller: Sayang... the bar list is out!
Me: Yeah? So?
Caller: Baby, i got barred for maths!!!!!
Me: WHAT?!!!! *Speechless!*

Caller: Sayang... April Fool!!!
Me: Shit the fella!!

That was the start of a very very "interesting" april fools... compliments of Snuckums!

Already so blurr nicely kena proply! The best part of it was i totally forgot it was April fools!! So the day went on as usual... I was late for a meeting, got piss running after the bus, the sun was too damn hot, n my stomach's like an empty vassel!

Met up with snuckums for lunch. Havent tried oldtown kopitiam for quite sometime now, us going back there proved and kinda explained the why. LOL! Later, we hit secret recipe coz snuckums was yearning for her choc mudcake there. It was all fine till we were out again in the sun!

Went to paul's for a the meeting which i was already a few hours late... But all is well since i found out that i wudnt be of use even if i went on time. The best part was when after leaving for lunch, Jimmy had a lil inconvenience finding a toilet..

Me n helen were LOL in the car, literally!! The desperation of a usable toilet got him confuse between a Volvo, a Merc and a Benz! LOL! The best of the best part was when our car was stuck at the traffic light. Jimmy cudnt even sit up rite, he had to sit sideways to stop the crap from coming out! Lucky thing he held it in... It was pure entertainment rite there man!

Famous lines from jimmy that day:

"Wakaka!! Wakaka!!"
"Bang the bloody benz, volvo, Merc wateva!!"
"Shit the stupid kancil"

"Shit wei have to run to the toilet d!! But cannot run.. later people think im damn desperate!! Must walk slowly, cannot show im rushing to the toilet!!"

So after our very entertaining performance we hit mc'ds, the place where jimmy left a load there. The funny part was, he was having stomach ache coz he ate mc'ds the day b4... after letting it all out, he went and had another round!

In mc'ds, snuckums called, asking me if im pranking her in any way... I tol her it wasnt me wateva it was... Apparently, someone was pranking her saying "i find u quite interesting n i kinda like you though"...

Thinking it was juz another april fools joke on her i told her to juz ignore it. A few hours later she called again telling me the number kept missed calling and calling her nonstop. I dropped everything and went straight to her aid.

When i got there, she gave me her phone, so i rang the number thats prank calling her, the first call, i got a giggle and the person hung up! The consecutive calls cudnt get thru... When the person finally picked up again, i was seriously pissed so i let EVERYTHING out. n i do mean everything!

How can i not see it coming man?! Snuckums was laughing her toes off!! and i was a lil engross in the situation... My last sentence was "Who the hell is this?" The person on the other line started laughing and said...

"Her MOther!!!"

In that moment, i screamed!! and totally ran all over!! Holly crap! Dunno where to hide my face after that! But her mom was okie with wad i said earlier... The ironic part was i juz said a whole lotta crap to her and she told me that she was proud of me? Im like oo0o0o0okie!!

That was the most humiliating, down right nonsensical joke ever!! Sad to say, my intentions of getting back at snuckums failed in total despair and every effort put in vanish in vain...

Next year!! Im getting you next year baby!! Just u wait n see!!

H-E-C-T-I-C

2009-03-08T14:09:00.003+08:00

Its been a long bz neverending week.. Maybe so far within this year, the worst of em all. I blieve i speak for all you broadcasting students when i say that... "It was a helluva week!" Well, as usual, there's the ups and downs. This week made it the extreme ups and the major downs.

Having to get back from an awesome weekend but at the same time feeling horribly tired and desperately in need of power bars and red bulls aint what i was looking for. Shit happens to people. Applying that phrase to me, i'll say i literally got shitted on!! If "shitted" is even a word to begin with.

The extreme ups was when me and snuckums got to hit 1U together and ate at BBQ chicken... Altho it was very feeling for me, n she ate her main course like a starter. LOL! Someone can really eat huh? Another "up-moment" was when recently got to hit the movies. Been ages since i laz seen something on a big screen. Me, snuckums and sheena went for an almost midnite movie and it was totally touching. To tell yall the truth, it was hard keeping em tears in. Lucky thing it was towards the end, if it hadnt been for the "im a man, i cant cry in the movies" rule of mine, i'd killed a whole forest of trees needing tons of tissue packets. so what is this movie which "almost" made me weep? I gotta say man, it really touched my emotional nerve. Two huge paws up for Marley and Me!!

When all seems fine in the day, suddenly a cloud in the sky turns into a hurricane for the world. The major downs really added em burdens on me shoulders mate! Been an emotional week for me, and i didnt mean it because of the movie... Am totally glad i survived this week, coz it reeeeally almost turn me into Mr. Hyde. Just wish things would have turned out differently.

Midterms and deadlines were my worst foes to deal with this week. Why? Coz the end work of it could determine my faith for the rest of my life! Bummer! I wouldnt say that i was please with the work done, well, simply coz i wasnt. And it wasnt even well done to perfection. Ppl who knows me knows that im an overated perfectionist and a half of my own kind. And being that way, it was outrageously crappified have hand in something i wasnt pleased with. Oh well, what's done is done...

Lets talk about my midterm shall we? To begin with, in the history of Broadcasting, class of January 2008, I've always been the enthusiastic one when it came to studying before exams. This week yet again made history, this time it was in the awesome display of pure and plain unprepared-ness. It was the very first time walking into an exam hall without studying / revising / having a clue wads up. The only thing i had with me was an "i dun give a s**t about this..." attitude. Even walked outta the exam room immediately as soon as i can leave. If i were the person i was then, i would've definitely stab myself. Oh well.....

Yesterday was interesting tho. Made my way to SEGi college for this fair thingy going on there. If it wudnt be for the signboard saying its a college, i would have tot it was a hotel or something. The huge-buttocks chandelier there really made a first impression. LOL! Apart from the huge-butt chandelier, another "huge-butt" impression i got from that place was that i find the other sex of the human species there quite attracting. LmaO! No offense to the gf... U know i love u with all my heart :P

Well, if you think it was a nitemare reading this, prepare for another thrill next week. No worries, it's only gonna get worse and i'll probably go insane and start running into walls.

Up next!
- More deadlines
- More midterms
- Presentations

A Treat for the Lonely Hearts

2009-02-24T03:29:00.001+08:00

You say it best...
When you say nothing at all...

Fantastic concept
Simply amazing!
Love it!

EmptYness...

2009-02-20T22:54:00.006+08:00

If only happiness come creeping thru my window...

It just wont do it...
*
For all that i've done, you cant give up this small space in your life?
*
Forgetfulness is no excuse
Did it once, twice, but you aint gonna fool me trice!
*
Feelings and emotions running dry

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Its pretty cool to actually have a chat with someone close to you and just tell them anything you just need to let out. Someone of the same mentality, experience, and ofcoz issues they're facing. Adjusting and adapting is so damn friggin hard. But its for the better and sometimes letting loose that grip may be for the best. Having to let everything out and just talk crap in total aimless conversations is sometimes all you need.

People may start thinking and asking weird f-ed up questions about a possible hook up, but who cares man? All we need to know is we're cool with each other and we know who we are and who we're with. Thanx for the encouragement, the advice, and mostly the support. You know who you are. You annoying ass... :P

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Had a crazy 5 hour break in between classes today. And by knowing that jaw dropping statement is an ACTUAL FACT!, it can change the sanity of most ppl in the gruesome wait to what seems to be certain boredom after that.

The good news was there was a short discussion on an assignment due next week to fill my time.
The bad news is that it was short.

So that leaves me with an extra 3 hours in total boredom. Chilled at Wendy's for a quick bite but then the place got boring so we moved to Starbucks which actually is a mere 10 feet away. LOL!

The next class turned out to be a real life absurdity of a blundering useless source of kowledge. In plain simple english... I just wished i stayed in bed. We watched a movie which we were supposed to write an essay on. Total lameness old skool film man. I ended up playing with helen's nintendo untill the battery died and then only was I focusing on the movie. LOL (Lots of Lameness!!).

Got to chill at the mamak after that and then briefing for the upcoming Star Idol. It was a lil confusing but its gonna be aite as usual. Oh oh!! Am so excited! I dont know how the heck my mobile number is being circulated. Someone text me and asked if i could host a few bands showcase concert in the upcoming month at Putrajaya. Some of the bands are coming all the way from Singapore!! Sounds like a huge gig. Will definitely set my price this time... Lmao! Seeing this as a huge leap in my hosting career, totally jumped to the opportunity but the same goes, gotta have the details first...

Tired. Sleepy. Brain Crashed. Emotional Dead.

Worst part of it all...
ASSIGNMENT DEADLINES!!!

Behind Closed Doors

2009-02-19T18:11:00.004+08:00

Things cant always go your way
Learn to give in
Learn to admit your faults
Just because the whole world is against you
Doesnt mean you gotta include me in it

I am behind CLOSED doors
Too many times have you shut me out
and i am done...

"Boy this IS tough"
-Mel-

Saying Bonjour...

2009-02-17T20:12:00.016+08:00

To every great beginning there is always an end...

Fortunately, this isnt one of em. Well, snuckums' on holiday and im in the middle of my sem which is so unfair man... n its so darn hard when we get so far apart. I know it aint good to be like this and all. But what can i say, Im just so much in love with her that i cant live 2secs away from her! Dont worry guys, i aint turning into some drama queen and go on babbling abt how much life sucks so chill. LOL!

Our "cliche" pose...
Just realise the way we pose for every picture is the SAME..
We tilt our heads and lean on each other.
LOL!

Got to hang out with her a lil while in between classes before the huge farewell. It was the least i could do. So the good thing was class ended early and that they woke up late! Talking abt everything falling into place nicely! I really wanted to treat em to breakfast but was rushing and wasnt around when the bill came. Shisit!!

So after brakfast, we rushed to snuckums bangsar house and chill a lil while plus got a lil alone time to say our goodbyes. Some much needed time la... Got to meet her aunties and uncle, had a few small chats here and there. Nice people though i heard the worse. But it was aite...

Trying to force a smile there huh?

These pickie reminds me of the olden days..
Like one of those P. Ramlee films where the chicks back then were HOT but without color
LOL!

Later got a lil hungry and restless so we head over to Bangsar Village. Was so clueless where to go or the other option was to just stayed in and order Mc'ds. Thats just how we are, always looking at the options and never making the decisions. LOL! Ate at this place call CHATTERBOX. Figures why snuckums always go there! Lmao! The food there so far is excellent!! Snuckums fell in love with my black pepper spaghetti chicken chop. SOunds weird but its nice okie!

So by the time we finish eating, it was already time to head back. I didnt know waiting for cab in bangsar would be such a strain! We were right there in the hot blazing scorching sun with no cover or shed to hide in, and every cab that passed was either taken or asking for sky high prices! They think all coz its a high end area doesnt mean they can cheat us and get away with it? Bunch of losers! So we finally cudnt wait any longer, we took a cab with the least asking price. But still was damn pissed! Wads becoming of the nation man? Need they resort to cheating a bunch of youngsters?

So by the time we got back to the house, it was already time to go. There wasnt even time to breath for her as she had to run around making sure she got everything. And as forgetful as she was (cant blame her on this one), she didnt take her other phone. Saying goodbye wad the hardest thing... In wateva brief moment that we had to say our goodbyes, I held her tightly in my arms saying...

I'll see ya again soon!!

One of my personal fav pickies!
-D+J-

There's not a day that passes without me thinking of you...
You are my joy and my laughter
My tears and my happiness...

All of a sudden,
My world drowns itself in the strong currents of emptiness
I move slowly thru the crowd
Watching as i see everyone fast forward
I lost my mood of good
Nothing i do will heal the ache in me
But till i behold thee right infront of my vision...

Celebrating... You, me, us and LOVE!!

2009-02-14T10:35:00.022+08:00

Valentine's Eve

Having a pretty tite schedule aint a good equation and the possible solution leads to very last minute plans and decisions. Snuckums got her hands tide too and counting the days before had to be spent apart, Valentine's seems like the perfect date to just go for a not so far away vacation from all the stress and hassle of everyday life.

The worst part of celebrating an occasion is always picking the ideal gift. Was doing a LOT of window shopping with the group lately. Going to 1U in between class, midvalley... Still nothing that caught my attention...

To make matters worst, on valentine's eve, I was caught up with classes and an event to host. Trust me, if it were to be my decision, my schedule would totally be free and empty. After all, i havent got a gift yet... Swt.

On yesterday itself, Me and helen hit Midvalley coz i obviously needed a gift and she needed to wrap hers and also to get a new dress for her huge dinner plans for the nite. Never knew coincidences are sometimes a great factor in hand. We went to Memory Lane to wrap her present and we saw this adorably cute teddy bear and the price wasnt that sky rocketing high. U know since its VALENTINE's day and all. Plus, i remembered snuckums telling me she havent got one before. So ta daa!! Gift selected. Decided to just take it and wrap it there and then to make things much easier.

The dreading part's next. Im sure all of you guys know wad its like to walk around a friggin huge mall tagging along as the other sex goes searching and hunting for d-perfect outfit? Especially when i say PERFECT, i mean nothing could ever satisfy their taste and their wants. I can say i practically walked into every single shop which sells dress there. The outcome of that... Helen got a top which she didnt even plan to where it for the nite. Swtness!!!

Halfway dragging my feel thru the mall, we came across this accesory booth which snuckums so wanted to get a new belly piercing stub and i kinda remember the design she wanted eventho at that time i wasnt really being a good companion in giving comments about whether or not she should get it. Yeah, so i just went back to get it for her. LOL!

Had a frenzy rush back to uni for the event altho i totally missed the rehearsal, so i just went with the flow in the actual event. I was So0Oo unprepared man! But it was cool. Snuckums came halfway thru and diverted totally all of my attention to her. Coz thats what she does everytime she walked into a room.

After the event, i had a lil thing planned actually. Got to pull some strings with the librarian to set a table for two and a plant in the middle with a couple of candle lights. Even asked the guards if i could use the space on the roof top of the building. To my despair, the event ended late (as always la Malaysian timing) and the librarian needed to leave so the candle light thing cudnt happen. Disappointed to the max but anyways the main treat is to spend it with her.. And thats what i got.. so no complains there! LOL! Here's some pickies i got from that lil time we had...

Look at that...
What a sight!!!
It just cudnt get better than this...

Our timing was perfect just to catch the sunset on one of the roof top in pj... And the place means alot to us as well.. we call it our private beach. I know i know... Absurdness. Coz there's not even a particle of sand and ofcoz no water. But the breeze every single time you go up there simply takes your breath away. Like a lamborghini just sweep rite pass you on the street... Okie.. you gurls will never understand that kinda metaphor. Lmao!

Altho there werent any table for two,
I have your arms to hold me tight
and that counts for everything.

Here's whats on the other side,
Loved the scenery everywhere u turn to...

Yeah so i belive i mentioned something about the last minute shopping earlier, I had to carry a huge box around midvalley and worst still, in uni... She thought it was a cake at first. LOL! Talking about her imagination going wild huh? And eventho it was 4 and a half hours early before Valentine's, and carrying a huge box doesnt really say much about a suprise, I gave the first present to her (the most obvious one) to open... Here's how she reacted...

Boy am i glad i got her the Teddy...
She named it Piggie Bo!!
Which is what she calls me when i stink..
LOL!

Since i cancelled dinner reservations at this restaurants due to some complications. Had no plans for dinner at all. So we just headed to jaya1 and see whats new there. But in the end we settled for Nandos!! LOL! U know, since everyone wanted to go to extraordinary places and the ordinary ones are so empty, we juz decided to be extraordinary and settle for something less extraordinary. Does that make sense at all?

They had their Valentine's special menu
So we just ordered that instead.

Shy shy ness case..

My hair sucked after taking off my skicap...
Aaargh! Cover blown!

Here's for starters...

My my... Simply De-buurrrpp-ful!

From there, we head over to her crib coz its her turn for the gifts... But in order for that, i had to wait outside the door. For a moment there, i thought i got kicked out and abondoned. Neh, just kidding... LOL! So when i finally got in.... This was the suprise....

She totally beat me in the candle light thing..
Coz i only planned two...
and she has a whole room filled with it!!!

As for the gifts, its was soooo extremely sweet of her!! I mean, she went thru more trouble tha me to get it done! Must've taken weeks!! She got me a jar of private messages and memories all in a lil jar! Its way better than getting a note in a bottle man... Coz i got more of em lil notes in a smaller much nicer looking bottle!! Im definitely keeping my hands in this cookie jar!! LOL!

And thats not all!! I got another jar filled with tokens. Written in the tokens were stuff i gotta do each time i pick one out. Its a great idea... And i loved my first action written on the first token i picked out. LOL!

Was actually planning to give her the 2nd gift on Valentine's day itself. But since she gave me two and it seem a lil unfair that i only gave her one. Plus i was anxiously looing forward to how she would react to this gift. Hehe. Ta daa!! She Loved this one even more!! So you see girls... Guys dont ignore stuff which you think they do, we just simple act like we dont care but return the next day and get it for ya! LOL!

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Valentine's Day

Was practically stuck at home half the day coz i needed to see to some things. After that went to meet up with snuckums at bangsar. Got the change to be introduced to a small part of her extended family as well. wanted to chill and hang out for a couple of drinks at T-club but it wasnt open yet. So went to Starbucks rite next door.... Got to finally talked and catch up with her...

Got back to her crib, got to hang out summore and spend some alone time which is darn valuable and hard to get these days. Waited for her to get ready which took ages man... so i waited... and waited, and waited..... by the time she's ready, we only had time to just eat and nothing else. But the wait was worth it. Y? Coz snuckums looked "oh la la!!". Steaming hot hot hot!! All dressed up to kill. When she takes an effort to dress up.. Really gotta give some credit to her.... LOL!

Moments before leaving her place..
See what i mean by dress to kill?
LOL!

Dont know wads wrong with wearing a cap on a date? But snuckums rather see my disfigured head than a cap covering it. Hermm.. still remains a mystery. LOL! Anyways, we headed to Sungei Wang for dinner but there was a concert goin on in the middle of the street so we stop by to check it out. Altho we didnt understand nothing about whats going on specifically, what the heck are they saying.

It was too crowded everywhere this was the clearest shot i got..

At dinner, we hit Madam Wong's as our extraordinary place. Snuckums got her usual butter milk. I tried a new thing. I forgot wads it called. But it was aite.. I really hoped snuckums had a blast tho it wasnt much at all. After dinner planned to check out some stores but everything was closing eventho it was only 9.30pm... So we hit the outside part of sungei wang hoping to come across some of the much talked about night life.

Looks yummy baby!!!

To our disappointment, the area outside was crowded with all those loitering punks and unemployed banglas. Most of the malays were shuffling which i totally find weird coz there werent any music playing its like those boozoes were there to just show off but in the eyes of the educated, they're just wanabes being f-ing annoying in everybody's way!!

Another thing i find f-ing annoying, those god forsaken perverts walking around eyeing snuckums. These kinda ppl really pists me off. So we got annoyed at the ppl there, so we just headed home. On the way home, we cudnt believe the crowd at the monorail station. It was so overly pack, we were squashed in the train! Worst of all, when we got to sentral, all the cabbies are asking for their price! So we just settled for the one asking the lowest price. Its so unfair man.. How can all these idiots still have their license?

At the end of the nite, it was just you and me...
And thats all that matters.

Hope u had fun my snuckums!
I certainly did...
Cheers to our first Valentine's day with each other...
Cant wait to see wad next year has installed for us!!

You dont measure life by the seconds,
You measure them by the moments....

Midnite Footies

2009-02-09T11:29:00.016+08:00

Too much has happened...
Dont know where to start.
If yall have been following my updates, there aint any.
Been saving drafts and never a complete posts
No matter how determine i am..
Its either i dont have the time, or the words just aint comin.

Im pretty sure yall veteran bloggers know wad im talking abt.
Its all about the responsibility!
But when it comes to me,
Its procrastination all the way!!

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Had an blast at futsal laz nite

Felt a lil outta my league coz all of em were playin their A game..
i admit, i SUCKED!!

n i certainly did make a fool outta myself.
Been playing in my own league for way too long,

got in too far into my comfort zone.
Playin with the guys yesterday was a wake up call for me!
Well, we can only get better and never the other way round.
Didnt know most of them there tho..
But wad can i say, Football / Soccer / Futsal unite us all...
LOL!
Am thinking of making this a hobby...
Will be joining the gang soon for an encore game
Certainly not an encore of my show of performance!

Aaargh... The olden golden days!!

Its match day / night!!
After our lil game, we went on to watch the match of the week,
Manchester United vs West Ham United!
It was a spectacular goal by the legendary RYAN GIGGS!
At the 63rd minute, goin pass the left wing,
"Dribbling pass 2 defenders,
He shoots!!
The ball goes by other two defenders!!
He SCORES!!!!!!
Owh what a GOAL!!!!
The golden moment of the night, this is it.. this is it!!
The man of the match, goes to Giggie!! "
But there was much resistance from the home team as well..
It was nail bitting, sitting at the edge of our seat moments rite to the end whistle!

Priceless moments....

2009-01-30T22:24:00.074+08:00

Tuesday - 27.01.09

Snuckums is back!!
Wo0ts!
Had nothing planned for the holidays, so my family and I decided to hit midvalley...
While snuckums had a totally frenzy rush back here
and a few set backs on the way
But the goodnews was that we got to meet up!

Was strolling around the mall only to find out almost half of the shops were still closed for the new year.
Snuckums got wad she wanted in La Senza
and poor me was forced to tag along...
Later went back to her crib
Got a chill a while and catch up before calling it a day.

Welcome home you!!!

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Wednesday - 28.01.09

Happy 5th Anniversary to us!!!

This is actually the first time ever we got to spend our anniversary together...
The time was never right coz when the day of the month comes,
We either had something important going on or we're worlds apart
But that aint gonna be happening this time..
This time there aint gonna be no mountain high enough
aint gonna be no river wide enough.
*Lalalala*
and u know how the rest of the song goes...
What i was about to say was nothing can keep us apart on this day.

So head to pj, didnt know wad the plan was acutally
We were merely strumming a note after the other.
Then decided to have lunch in ss2 for some cheap chinese food since all there were at Jaya 1 was a lil over budget.
After all, recession is here...
Gotta start cutting down on everything.

There was a lil roadblock passing Universiti Hospital,
it seems the body of Kugan was there for a second post mortem..
The dude that died in police custody which is all over the headlines these days.
So what they did?
Block the roads leading to the Hospital..
creating a lil traffic havoc thus another awesome display of their professional incompetence
I mean blocking every route to the hospital?
C'mon man, absurdness to the max..

Got thru the forsaken traffic and met up with snuckums
and made our way to ss2...
It was sorta a last minute thing,
Got to meet up with Mel, snuckums' sis...
Oh, and Thanks a million for lunch Mel!

This mite get ur attention....

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Thursday - 29.01.09

It was the our first time hitting a club together!!

Happy Birthday to Adrian!

In the olden days when it came to birthdays, its always an open house, partay hats, kiddy games like the electric chair simon says, and not forgeting the gifts! Hermm... not much has changed since then, but a lil more extra to the touche' stuff.

Well, number one, the drinks aint no more fruit punches, when u grow up its Heineken, Carlsberg and Mr JD. The games? Well, lets juz say simon says walk out the door and slam it shut and bring in kiss and blow, spin the bottle, blackjack, and truth and dares.

And what we do for the after partay? its pretty obvious....

C.L.U.B.B.I.N.G!!!

So we head over to ben's place to chill and also to have dinner since its his 2nd CNY open house and not forgeting Mr Birthday Boy there. Had dominos and some home cooked porridge which rocked! The gang were gambling on blackjack and some were high on mahjong while me and snuckums entertain ourselves with some video games and songs. And u all know video games aint gonna keep us bz for long... So we juz had to do this.....

Camwhoring always has its effect...
Its addictive!!

This picture just took me to another level...

Check out the blings on the shades man...

Aint no reason to keep me from being geeking... LOL!

I specifically liked the view from his penthouse apartment.

Getting jiggy with it... na na na

Once we got there, it was time to turn the groove on and leave everything in the hands of Mr Tequila. But before that, we didnt really put some tot in about how we were getting in. I mean, ladies night is d-nite. But i totally forgot, snuckums is just 19... It was a heart rising moment thinking "wad if she cudnt enter?". So in my mind, plan B was to just hit some restaurants and do wateva. When she got thru the check, Plan A was back in motion!! Wo0ts!

I can tell by that expression, Snuckums was having a blast!

Actually, WE were having a blast!! LOL!

The drinks we had was a bottle of Tequila, which unfortunately finished within half an hour, a couple bucket of Heineken and Guinness beer, and last but not least a couple jugs of graveyards. It was mind blowingly "up-lifting".. LOL! C'mon, wads a nite out without some drinks? :P

Who's calling the shots?

Aww... look at the birthday cake!
So pwetty...

Cut it and wish it!!

Meet the playas for the nite!

Birthday boy finally got his wish come thru!
Meet the chickies for the nite!
But i've only got my eyes on ONE.. hehe!

Woohoo! Check out my "ROSIE" cheeks!

Bottoms up ppl!!

Go benji!!!!

Aww... the other lovey dovey couple...
Love is in the air..

Scandalous!! wo0ts!

He REALLY got his wish come true!!

err... i know being drunk is one thing.. but cute at the same time?
Wrong combo guys...

Guess enough is enough??
hahaha... think again!!

Aww.. look at the innocent face!!
This is strike ONE!!

Good boy gone bad!!
Strike TWO!!

Srike THREE!!
and...
He's OUT!!!

Guess the guys took it the hard way...

Snuckums was still stable and aint nothing gonna stop her from camwhoring!
LOL!

Which got me in the mood to camwhore as well!!
You see!
Its proven... addictive to the max!

At the end of the nite, the guys were out and about, the chickas was still in the game, and me and snuckums got the nite of our lives! It was a nite to remember. And note this, there will be another one coming!! It aint gonna be soon. But its coming! Thanx benji for helping out man! Hope to see yall soon!

"You dont measure your life by how many breath you take,
But you measure it by the many moments which takes your breath away..."

Updates...

2009-01-24T10:41:00.015+08:00

Monday - 19.01.09

As most of u ppl know, i've been bedridden and out for abit.
So basically nothing much has happen...
I mean, what can i say?

It aint an adventure being in bed.
even my dreams has been pretty ordinary these days...

Lame-o period of my life be gone!!

Wednesday - 21.01.09

Finally, its back to L.I.F.E!!
had to go back to uni (thank goodness! finally outta the house!) for the auditions of Star idol.
its an acting competition btw
Emceeing for the event coming up in Feb..
and im glad to have hand picked my emcee partner of my choice!

Wo0ts!

Many cheers for a debut making her way up on stage,

Helen Chong!!
At least someone i could work with..

Anyways, the audition was...
lets juz say unlike any other.
In my head i was thinking the prestigeous american idol...
wad took place was...
Malaysian mamak teh tarik idol

:S
I mean the contestants werent really that serious in their acting,
A hand full of em were seriously good tho

others were forgetably a waste of time.
the organizers didnt really provide ample details on what im suppose to annouce

even the plans let alone the back up plans in event of a flop of nature...
But the best part was when klutzy helen forgot to close her water bottle and it was in her bag!!
and everything in it worth up to rm3k!!
even the bag worth a bundle!

That expression worth a million bucks!! LOL!

But before all that.,
the worst part of the day was to see snuckums off..
She was to leave for penang earlier in the day
10.00am turned to 11.30am
and it stalled all the way till 3pm....
wasted some precious time waiting which we cud've spend watching a movie.

This was actually the main reason of me dragging my sorry sick butt outta bed
The most important thing was to see her for the last time this week.
and to capture a memory portrait of that smile of hers!

Met up with helen at old town,
was too late to cancel with her since she was already on the way there..
So brot snuckums along for breakfast...
it was fun!
Helen with her bimboness...
but snuckums spaced out for abit coz she too was sick...
A table of sick ppl..
LOL!

After brunch, had to rush off to PC for the auditions...
So we said our ~~goodbyes~~
Wait, No goodbyes...
Instead
I'll be seeing ya soon!!
Muaks!

Im gonna miss u baby
Take care
I LOVE YOU!

Thursday - 22.01.09

Its my official day back to classes..
it wasnt all that bad actually.
it wasnt all that good too if u're asking me
Tho in class there were much to absorb and only so lil that i can take in at a time..
Information overload!
I rather them provide notes BEFORE entering the class
coz there is no use if the lecturer is mumbling infront and we have absolutely no reference and no clue what the jubirish is happening!!

So after class me, helen, jimmy n roy went to ss2.
Since the loan is out, they went to the bank to settle their bill while we waited in the car in the friggin scorching hot sun!!

Ate wantan mee...
tho its not my fav-est meal around..
it was the only option i had besides porridge which i've been having all week.
Good and proud to say, I finished it!!

Hello appetite!!!

We were suppose to have a group discussion study on the presentation we were gonna have the day after.

but i guess that flew out the window... hehe
Helen wanted to cruise by Mc'ds all coz of one tiny lil ice cream..

and we were already much outta time
so after much discourageement from us that it'll definitely add up loads of calories,

she gave up on that..

LMAO!

I dun know if this was meant to be or some itchy being stick this poor lil criter here.
taken at PF block....

Friday - 23.01.09

I always make a big fuss when it comes to presentations
as if i was preparing for d-grandeur of the century..
y? to always impress my audience ofcoz.
but this time its most unlike all that i've done...

Firstly, we were totally unprepared.
The article we were given as ref was straining for the brain man
To me and the rest of the group, it was pure jubirish!!
A big thanks to Wikipedia for the huge help
I was just using my common sense mostly
i didnt even understand wad was coming outta my own mouth
untill soon i realise i was teaching myself as i speak
weird i know
and the best part of it all was when the lecturer said it was a job well done...
and she hopes other teams put in as much effort as we did
In my head i went bezerks!!
To start off with, what effort?
I wasnt really expecting this...
oh well, guess it was LUCK!

When class ended, i guess my luck ended as well...
Since no one was goin for the next class which is a 3 hour wait away
decided to just head home
plus, the dreading headache wasnt helping staying at uni
only half way home did i notice that i didnt have my keys...
So had no other choice but to go over to mum's office to grab my keys
here's the funny part...
mum's office is just around the corner from uni...
that being said, i had to go all the way back to uni
in the blazing hot sun
with every nerve in my head banging against each other.

After taking my keys, was determine enuf to make my way back to uni
u know since class was gonna start anyways, so mite was well get the attendance
so was walking all the way, hop up the bus..
only to realise that i hopped on the bus which was heading the wrong direction
home........
totally spaced out!!
this may be a sign saying i still need to be in bed!

If....

2009-01-18T08:31:00.002+08:00

Post mortem...

2009-01-10T01:28:00.012+08:00

09.01.09
Post Mortem Meeting for Icebreaking Jan Intake 2009

A meeting unlike any other, normally chairs would be flying and tables upside down but somehow, all was good and HILARIOUS!!

Good comments were given, none of the bad. There were not many complains to deal with anyways. Tho a few of the committee members werent there, the meeting was a good way to close a job well done. A standing ovation to both committees for maming it a successful one!

Agnes and Joy, the two chairperson incharge of handling the event.

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After the meeting, we went to oldtown to chill with the committee members from our side. Laughters all around and the widest smile to evryone, it was obvious the group have no hard feelings for each other.

Thats wad i call "Roti Bakar!"

Me and Jiew Jek, the Security and Logistics Manager

Alicia, the Secretary and Photographer of the day.

Joy, our chairperson...
The expression says it all.
Oh, its her new hair cut btw...

I never really like oldtown that much, coz of the very lil portion of food they give and the price goes above average. Why pay more when u can eat more at cheaper prices? The only thing thats good was my fav flavoured coffee, Hazelnut. That oso they give very lil.

Later met up with snukums and went back to her crib, she got a few dvds earlier so we decided to watch Street Kings. Will post the reviews later on when i have the time. All in all, it was a great day!

A hole in one....

2009-01-08T22:27:00.014+08:00

"In a few months / years from now,
i dont want u to look back at this and think;
he was selfish and didnt want me to do this for his own sake
But instead,
I want u to look back and think,
he's doing the best he can to make me happy
and all he cares about is my happiness..."

Words of wisdom rite before the moment where snuckums went and PIERCE HER LIPS! Tho i was mostly reluctant to say yes, or to even agree to such drastic measure. It was wad she wanted to do and i didnt wanna rob her of this.. but i do appreciate her offering not to do it for my sake. But then again, how could i ever bring myself to such lowly depths of selfishness? The words of wisdom, tho it was from my own mouth to her, i needed it more, to convince myself that its all gonna be fine. Coz we made a pack that it was only gonna be for a month or less and that she would not be wearing it with me around. So, as of rite now, am chilling...

Tada!! A silver mole!!

But before all that, met snuckums at Central Market, it was her first time there i think, and she was so excited when she got there, she somehow manade to do a lil shopping. After that, since we were so clueless on where to eat, snuckums picked Secret Recipe.

What's with the baby face?

Snuckums staring at the office ppl next to us...

Im drooling already!!

oh, and we got this free as a complimentary snack...
We were kinda blurr at first coz i actually send this back to the counter thinking they misplace our order or mixed it up with someone else's!
Damn the malu wei..haihhz

So after piercing, i needed to get some stuff done in church, so snuckums tagged along and help out! Thanx baby!! You were awesome!! Great help from ya. I wudnt know when i'll finish if u werent there. Its all coz of u.... Thank you!

Snuckums at St Mary's Cathedral KL
08.01.09

After snuckums left, went on with work till it was dark. Glad its over with. Hopefully this year it wont be as hectic as it was last christmas. Putting up the deco was hell, taking it down was unimaginable. Plus, church politics arent always a good content in any topic to discuss. The idiotic, brainless, no-do-gooders ppl around, u feel as tho they dont allow u to serve god. Who the fcuk are they to question me and my work for god? Were they even there to witness the work in progress? The friggin hard work i put in with the rest of them and all they can do is sit back and critique? Who are they to question any of this shit! Good thing mum got her stand, and trust me, u dont wanna get in her way when she's mad. Its her way on the highway. So fcuk u church ppl and ur politics!! Screw u all to kingdom come!!

Took this before leaving church..
For some reason, the word werewolf come to mind with this pic.

R.E.S.T

2009-01-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

After much runnin arounds, a series of ongoing events, the ever prolonging meetings, the repeating rehearsals, test run of events, and celebrations, it has finally came to a complete halt!

Needless to say,

I need to rejuvenate my body (aching all over),

Revive my inner spirit (remove the sense of boredom in handling events),

Restore my studying mood and set go on the books (classes starting next week),

Refresh my perspective on things (its all about getting back on track),
R.E.S.T

But before all that,
UPDATE MY BLOG!!

Yeah, i've been saving drafts instead of posting em entries. As of rite this instance, a chance to do my sworn devotions i get. So instead of looking for wads new in the next few days, scroll down and have a peek.

At the end of the day,
I clearly see it,
I prefer my world upside down,
Chaotic and devastating as it is,
The end seems near,
A place where i find peace and serenity,
The blue ocean sweep its calmness in,
The red horizon score across the sky,
Etching its colors in my world for the last time,

While the tiny lights shine in the darkness around,

Telling me its time.

With the final glimpse, I end the chapter with these words...

No regrets.
It was a good run.
It was swell.

Pic taken from my balcony

The Montessary...

2009-01-03T23:51:00.021+08:00

Just found out during the RCM rehearsal that our icebreaking is gonna be a joint venture with the committee from PD's side. Wasnt really pleasant timing as the event is in 3 days time. So the dilemma begins here.

We were suppose to have a rehearsal for our own icebreaking and now, since they announce a whole new idea, everything has to change. From the budget to the number of crowds expected. Which means, everything we plan for the past month sank like the titanic.

Now with another team to the list, decision making aint gonna be easy. Gotta be prepared to lose some debates and arguments, however so, gotta stand my grounds...

Planning! Planning! Planning!

The all new Committee...

This is all we got to work with....

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Later, hop on a cab to somewhere near bukit jalil... Had a really hard time with the directions, but the cabby finally found the place. And where i was going? An open day for a Montessary. However u spell it. Its kinda like a day care thingie for youngsters / kindergarden. I hope i got it rite.

Its Snuckums' cousin, Sheena's very own biz. (Clap clap clap!!) Was there to steel the food, busybody around, and ofcoz for the SWEETS!! Havent really been to one of these things b4, but it was okie. According to snuckums, "we're so sending our children here..." Im like, "wow.... YOu planned that far ahead?!!" LOL!

Drawings snuckums did for the school...
And already got em bidders bidding...

Im sooo proud... :)

This was my spot... with the sweets! hehe

All the best to Sheena and handling the school...

Rehearsing the Orientated....

2009-01-02T22:12:00.006+08:00

My first day back to uni on official basis and yet again utar never seizess to disappoint me. Got everything planned for the day and wadaya know? They decide to tell me at the very last minute that the rehearsal was an all day thing. Was so friggin pist. I mean, have the courtesy to at least let me know so that i could block the whole day for the rehearsal and push everything forward. And that oso, my part didnt even come in till mid afternoon while i was already there at 8am in the friggin morning!! Y?!! y call me there early when im not even part of the morning schedule? Hello?!! Use ur friggin brains!! Imagine the restles wait till 2pm?!! WTF!! and i had another rehearsal to go to at noon which was at another faculty and i had to ditch everyone there. My whole morning went to waste! Total waste!! Was just sitting around duin nothing.

Good thing was Nelson, a good buddy of mine asked to meet up for lunch. That took about an hour of the horendous wait. Went back to "dirty" mamak to eat. The reason y i nicknamed it dirty is coz a few years ago, having to eat there for the first time, the garbage truck had to be passing its route there and not to mention the welcoming stench which i find "very indulging" complimenting my food which gave me 2 weeks of diorrhea. But i've been missing the famous dirty maggie goreng!! Seriously, that dirty stall could make awesome maggie goreng! Talked loadsa crap there and also about his probs he's been facing for a while now.

Later on, went back to my faculty coz pathi was pestering me to have lunch with her. Swt! After dirty mamak, went on to pc's mamak and met up with my coursemates there. Good to see all these faces after 3 months of holiday. And wad other purpose mamak is but to crap on and on... LOL! Let me introduce my emcee partner for the Jan Orientation 2009, and my pathi from uni...

Navinder

She being all excited emceeing for the first time....

So after both mamak sessions, FINALLY!! the rehearsal was in session! Was so dead by the time of rehearsal, i needed to sit every 5 minutes... Plus, repeating lines and redo-ing scripts arent much help. Was so bored in between breaks, so i was snapping pics all over...

Nice behind pathi!!! Wo0ts!!

It was a huge relieve when everything ended. What better way to end a stressful useless day but to behold the love of ur life right infront of u? Yeap, went to meet up with snuckums after that...

If it cant begin well,
at least at the very end,
It is up to us to alter the turn of events...

This New Year....

2008-12-31T09:16:00.007+08:00

Rent the Musical - Seasons of Love

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Moments so dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure - Measure A Year?

In Daylights
In Sunsets
In Midnights
In Cups Of Coffee
In Inches
In Miles
In Laughter
In Strife
In Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You MeasureA Year In The Life?

How About Love?
How About Love?
How About Love?
Measure In Love Seasons of Love.
Seasons of Love.

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Journeys To Plan
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure The Life Of A Woman Or A Man

In Truths That She Learned Or In Times That He Cried
In Bridges He Burned Or The Way That She Died

It's Time Now
To Sing Out
Though The Story Never Ends
Let's Celebrate Remember A Year In The Life Of Friends

Remember the Love
Remember the Love
Remember the Love
Measure In Love

Oh you got to you got to remember the love,
You know that love is a gift from up above
Share love, give love, spread love
Measure, measure your life in love.
Seasons of Love
Seasons of Love(measure your life, measure your life in love )

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Always been a fan of musicals, but this started it all. The highly aclaimed Rent. The one of the topline popular broadway show alongside Cats and Sweeney Todd. Cant find any better time to publish the video but the NEW YEAR!!

The year as we know has finally come to an end... I cant say that it was a good one all year round, neither can i say it was bad. Ups and downs as it was, thats the way of life. All i can say that this year, changes being made dramatically, drastically, rapidly...

We lose the ones we love,
Family members that moved on,
Friends come and go,
The start of new beginnings,
A new course in study,
Birthdays we celebrated together,
The new things we gain,
As we lose the bad,
Experiences shared and mistakes learned,
Trials we come up against,
A change of heart,
A change of mind,
A change of habits,
The events of hardships,
Activities and classes,

Memories of the year...
I will forever hold.

As we celebrate the new year, open up a new chapter in life, renew the memories, and abandon the worst. My new years resolution, is to ever steadfastly move forward. To liberate myself of all negative elements, and to gain good qualities. To treat others in equality, with the love and care needed. and to judge a book only with its contents.

Yes man!!

2008-12-31T09:15:00.002+08:00

Comedy aint really my taste of movies in the cinemas...
But since it was Jim Carrey,
I made it an exception la...

And that proved a lot more worth while than usual...
Here's why.

I couldn't embed it here,
So follow the link yeah :P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBz5IdxITP8

Pocketing the Day...

2008-12-29T14:57:00.021+08:00

The sundays after christmas are usually empty and uncrowdly. This week was none the less was one of em. The congregation grew in dividing factors so as the choirs and not to mention the servers. It was only me and bubu thru out. where did the rest go? Some were outstation, some din even bother showing up. And as usual Tasha overslept!! The lame-est and the dull-est sundays are always after huge great events in church.

Eventho everything seems mellow to the sorrows, it wasnt all that bad esp when it came to communion, we had a guest preacher, Dean The Very Rev Peter Garland from Australia. And what usually happens when a guest preacher comes over especially from another country, they seem to know lil about our customs and traditions of our church. Now that when the guest are not being guided by one of our priest, and has to take a service all by themselves. The funny part begins. So my part in all of this begin as a server, and this actually took place... A Dean of another Church ACTUALLY asked me in front of the whole church and quoting "What do i do next??"

I got christmas prezzies from Jamie and matthew! And me LOVE it!! Its so cool!! Oh and the surprising fact was when both of em spent almost RM500 just on us!! Wow!! I believe i speak on behalf of all of em when i say WE love u both and Thank You so so so so much!! LOL! Oh and what i got? A tee from Echo Park!! Awesomeness!

So after church went for breakfast when i was only told off last minute.. (sorry dree, had to ditch ya like that) My humblest apologies! Breakfast was a stoner.. Thats all imma say. And after that bro planned to go TV shopping... So we tagged along...

Sis was glued to this screen..
I fell asleep on this couch waiting for bro to make up his mind!!

On the way back to his place (again i didnt know anything) the sky was awesomely breath taking! I mean, after all the rain and the blazing heat, who would have tot the weather would return to this perfect temp and the view!! Oh la la!

The advantages of having a camera phone! LOL!

So when we finally got to bro's, and after series of dozing off in the car, the first thing bro did. Test his brand new Plasma Tv. Sigh! And the first thing he tested was on his ps2. Swt! Then again, i tried it too! It was fantastic! Having a huge wide screen for gaming! Adding another thing to my list!! LOL!

I was bored as u can tell...
Plus, snuckums' request!!

While chillin there, cudnt take it anymore, totally got knocked out as soon as i hit the bed! Just so u know i slept for only 2hours the nite before. And when i woke up, everyone was already finishing their meal. We had steamboat, and for the first time i had 5rounds of food!! LOL! Guess my stomach is still in the christmas mood.

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At nite, decided to meet up with the gang.. And i didnt even know the old froggy was back in Malaysia! The bugger ditched us and went to on down under.. Probly his "habitats" demands it. Lmao!! Went for a few rounds of pool and yesh!! Woo0ts!! i finally won the old fella!! While the rest stood by and watch.

Welcome home Tien Guan aka Frog!!!

Do you see the intensity of the game? LOL!

But then i forgot dinner, so we took a break went down to grab a bite! The Telur Bistik there was excellent! Altho it was much more than i can chew, im glad to say, i finished it! LOL! Then got bored again, so we went for another game. But this time we went for snooker. It was seriously draggy! Everyone lost their formed. The game went on and on... LOL!

Was missing you thru out it all...
Was so wishing i could be with u.
and im still counting down till u're back in my arms!
Got home and got to talk to her on the phone.
Had a very nice long chat...
Missing u more after that!

Snuckums sent this to me, during one of the game... No wonder i got distracted!
She's my superhero..
My super girl.
and she looks sizzling hot!!

Missing u like crazy baby!
Will be seeing u soon!
Muaks!

On your 18th...

2008-12-23T19:09:00.081+08:00

Happy Birthday!!!

22 December 2008
On this very special day, I want to make it a memorable one...
Not of the year, but for this eternity.
Put a smile on your face,
Your laughters be heard,
18 candles blown out with breaths of joy,
Presents opened with a thrilled heart,
Cards read with tears of happiness...

All this i want for your birthday.
I wish you...

After weeks of hard planning, it finally came down to this day. All the while hoping everything would go as planned. Nothing would go wrong. Let everything fall in its place. Then again, as the law of mother nature goes, nothing ever does go as plan.

The Planning Stage

PRESENTS!! its all about presents!! So since i cudnt make up my mind on what to get her, y dun i just get her several stuff. And in occasion to her 18th birthday, Whoala!! Thats where i got the idea of 18 gifts. That i know would totally be of suprise. And none that i have ever done b4.

Step 1: The list!!

Creating the list based on her interest, hobbies, and the lil things which guys somehow tend to go by without noticing. 18 items of her, all about her and nothing but her. But the tragedi starts here. It aint as easy as i tot it would be... I mean, the budget i was sure of was gonna be strainful, but i never tot about the effort which comes with it. So as time passes by, the list differ lil by lil which equals to many blundering headaches and the totally wreacking aftershocks that follows. In the end, the alteration to the list vary so much, it became a new list... and the process repeats over n over... Untill the last and final draft.

Step 2: Planning the day!!

Planning the presents took so much of my time and attention, i didnt had much deliberation over the day itself. So, the furthest i went on planning was a surprise for her. The plan was to meet up at her crib, and just hang out. But thats as far as she knows. The actual plan was to gather her frens together and give her a huge surpise, boom boom, bang bang.. Whoala!! Birthday Cake, the birthday song, blowing out candles and open up pressies.. Etc. And from there onwards i was just gonna play by ear. Mb at nite clubbing or just hit the movies... The end.

Lil did i know that it was gonna be a hard and tiring weekend before her bigday. It was the carolling weekend for me. Infact the last of carolling 2008. Equals, late nites, all day plans, and no energy. Weeks of planning, sneaking out under her nose to get everything in the list, straining budgets, and unlimited demand of effort, came down to one day. Wow! At least that wasnt stressing enuf. Things got worse....

The dilemma:

Was entirely booked and busy just the week before. The worse thing of all, beyond all things imaginary, was to juggle everything at one go. Everything important to me had to be on hold. Juggling the many different aspects in my life, my family, my chores, my work at uni, christmas duties at church, frens, keeping everything cool with her which means not letting even a tiny bit of the plans slip out, acting normal around her (that took the most of me) and still executing the plan. I was pushed to way beyond my limit. At a few points within those few weeks, i cudnt take it anymore. I was at the edge of my sanity. The only thing that kept me going was the want to give her a memorable 18th. So with that as my objective, i kept everything going as it must. The fact that i was doing everything by myself, none of my family knew about my plans, and so they tot i was freaking free. So in comes the work load, and that too i had to juggle with. With christmas hauling around the corner, likewise, the work load grew with church duties and events that didnt help abit with the situation. The busiest time of the year, got busier.

So to all my frens and especially to my family, if i didnt have time for anything, i tried... The best that i can. It was hard. but i tried. I guess that explains why i was being sleepy and a slacker all month long. If i was bz, i was really bz, if i was free all i wanted to do was rest and sleep. So forgive me for snapping easily and not having the energy to take part in any family activites. And to her, my apologies for the unreplied msges, no return calls, and for sometimes what seems to be ignoring her. My hands were really tied, and i didnt wanna spoil anything for ya.

As the time drew near, it was a bz weekend ahead, alot more had to be done, the list wasnt even completed, everything fell outta place. And just when u think it cudnt have gotten anymore worse, the WORST happen just in the nick of time. It was the "PERFECT" time to get SICK and and having the only ability to stay in bed. Yeap! Pressure overload.... It was the big man's way of telling me it's time to stop and REST! But u know me and my stubbornness. There's never a roadblock to keep me away from my objectives so i stayed in bed for 2 full days till its back to uni with work, and had to bring up the act with snuckums so that she wont notice anything's up. Altho i was still in the stages of recovering, i just had to push on. Within the followin weekend, was pack with church stuff. Namely, Carolling and the christmas partay!! Which equals, busy all day and late nites. That just leaves exactly no time for the planning. And her birthday's rite after the weekend!!! So i had to skip the partay, that got me a few hours on the planning. And so i spend 2 sleepless nites of the weekend which eventually got me back on track a lil. Kinda.

On the day itself, i already got more than half of the gifts done. The rest just gotta wrap em or make em. Now, making em was hard enuf, but when u're rushing and having it done on the day itself? Holly smokes!!! I didnt even take time off to breath!! In conclusion, i got 17 gifts ready and wrapped up. The last one.... I made some minor adjustments, and the goodnews is.. I still made it up to number 18. Wo0ts!! The bad news is, i was rushing so badly, i didnt notice i was so friggin late to meet up with her. And in between wrapping gifts and making em, i had to ring up everybody to set the plan rite. It was one helluva experience!

I was suppose to meet up with her after her classes at 3pm, but it turns out that was the time i left my place. I was so late. Plus, i cudnt take a cab straight, coz i had to help her mom get her prezzie all the way in town itself. So there i was running up the bus with a ridiculesly huge box, where everyone was staring. When i got to town... I tot to myself, great!! Now i have a huge bouquet of flowers in my right hand and on the left, a huge friggin box. Likewise, the stares continued. Running up the bus again i was wishing real hard for a third hand to immediately grow outta whereva to help with the stuffs.

When the nitemarish journey was over (that was when i manage to get down the bus) ran all the way to newsjuntion to meet up with the group there. Newsjunction coz i had to print a letter from auntie to her as part of the surprise. From there thank god they helped with the load and went to secret recipe to get her fav Choc Mudcake. LOL!! And from there... The moment we've all been waiting for...

The surprise begin! She tot that it was just gonna be me and her... so i just walked in with the bouquet of flowers and well, the rest was to follow behind while i was to distract her in the mean time. So we went in the room, i gave her the flowers, she read the letter while i was praying "oh god plz let it be a surprose to her" clinging on to my phone waiting for their signal which was suppose to be a missed call or mb a msg, so since i cudnt wait i told her to call her mum and thanked her for the flowers n all while i go check on wads taking the gang so long to light up the candles on the cake... I walked outta the room, and helped out and when we were ready... we all stood rite outside her door, lights off, ready to scream surprise. But now, the problem was how to get her outta the room without givin away the surprise. So i made up some crap story that the mc'd guy came to the house and asked her to checked if she missordered or something...

As she walked out, all of us SCREAMED!!! and whoala!! The plan was somehow successful... And altho the birthday song was so skrewed up coz everyone was singing their own version of it, im juz glad that the surprise went thru... LOL!

Here's wad u've been waiting for.. PICKIES!!

18 candles for your 18th birthday!!

Make your wish baby!!

Snuckums with the Teh Tarik gang...

Snuckums with her frens: Bri and Kalaii

Did i mention i havent eaten all day?
Shall i compare thee to a bunch of rosses?

Thou art more love than its petals...

THe huge box i was talking about, Where i stuffed all 17 gifts in...

I hope u like the card...
It was last minute. But the card was essential..

Look at that expression! Priceless!

This was how it looked like inside...

Prezzie no.1

Prezzie No.2

Prezzie no.3
She's a ladybug freak!

Prezzie no.4
Its a drawing pad btw.. incase u were wondering..

Prezzie no.5
Sayang likes to draw...

Prezzie no.6
She likes to paint too!!

Prezzie no.7
Snuckums gotta get organized!!

Prezzie no.8
There wasnt any clock in her room at all...

Prezzie no.9
Snuckums love these!!

Prezzie no.10
She has a thing for candles...

Prezzie no.11
Glory Glory!! Im sooo glad it fit perfectly!!

Prezzie no.12
Our rhythms, our grove...

Prezzie no.13
What she means...

Prezzie no.14
Hope u like it...

Prezzie no.15
It looks good on ya!!

Prezzie no.16
A key chain engraved our pickie in it...

Prezzie no.17
Will u say i do??? LOL!

So this is was it looks like when its all opened!!

Yeah so i said it was only 17 and on the 18th i made a few adjustments, yeah... so instead of givin it to her, I read it out to her. It was a poem... Of us, our memories, trippin together, our laughs, everything about us. Altho it aint finish yet, but i almost put tears in her eyes.. and also in mine while reading. So later we just hang out for a while. Especially me coz i need the rest. Finally!! LOL!

Since i've only planned until that far, i really felt like a huge burden got lifted off my chest!! As tho i feel lighter in terms of mental stability. All looking forwards to ends rite there at that moment. and soon i began to realise! Its gonna be christmas soon!! And i havent give a single tot about it yet!! Snapped!!

So since the pressure was off, i tot about givin her a lil bit more than just the surpise earlier, so i made an impromptu decision to go hit the movies... Well, it was either the movies with comfortable seats or its clubbing with loud music and dancin like a maniac when i was all already energy-less. Thats y i went with the movie. LOL!

Snuckums playing with my phone while waiting for me...
jobless!!

So we head to midvalley and luck was on our side coz we got good seats (twin seats) to watch the day the earth stood still. Was serious awesome seats. It cudnt have gone any better. So we went and had chow while waiting for the show to start at 9.30pm. Was a lil lazy to walk around, plus havent had a proper meal the whole day + not enuf sleep at all... We settled for Carl's Jr. Which was directly oppposite the cinema. LOL! The burgers there was seriously huge... As in bigger than the Burger King's Whooper!! And ofcoz when the size increases... The price follows as well...
Oh well, but since it was an occasion to remember, what the heck!!!

This was her meal...

Mine was the Mushroom Special..

Notice the empty mall?

The only time we could camwhore without ppl staring... LOL!

So after the movie ended, we had to rush straight back home b4 midnight so that the taxi fares wont go sky rocketing high. The worst part of it all, it wasnt even midnite yet and the taxi cabs are already asking for fixed amount which was 4 times more than the usual one.. I kept with my cool and turned em down. Gladly, there was one who actually was willing to use the meter! Which actually turns out to be a she... I was so bummed in the cab coz i called her an "encik" earlier on. LOL!

All in all, i hope u had a wonderful splendid time.
Also, one of ur best birthdays ever.

"It's something unpredictable, but in the end there's right,
I hope u have the time of your life...."

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The next day!!

Snuckums got me my christmas prezzie ady!!
Got all so excited!! Hehe!

Me love opening gifts!

How do i look?
Good?
No matter what, me love the tee!!
Just the rite size and its my fav color!
Im crazy about green these days!

Later on went to uni and got these cool shots!

And overthere, we said our farewells!..
It was in that moment where i took a memory picture of her...
Till i could behold the beauty of you before my eyes...
There wasnt any goodbyes,
But,

"I'll see you again soon!"

Shit on me...

2008-12-18T20:18:00.007+08:00

Wake up feeling the worst i could ever feel... Almost vomited blood. That was how bad my cough got. Even so, at least the fever is gone. And the headache sudsided. Im getting better. Slow but sitll getting better...

Today's activity: Running errands. Going to the banks. Settle my bills. Send mum's shoe to the cobbler. Head to the salon (its about time). Catch up with some work. GET BETTER!!

So i left for the bank first, the moment i got to BSN, the crowd there was "Holly Crap!". It was like everyone decided to go the bank today. It was so crowded, today has to be offcially "Go to the bank day". So i went on to Public bank and the crowd there wasnt so bad. And since i dont need to take a number or queue in line to settle my bill there. Thanx to a direct counter just for Utar students! Woohoo!! Went back to BSN, took a number... Left to the cobbler. And by the time i got back, there was still a 15 number gap to mine. I got an earful by the guard for using my mobile in the bank. So i had to walk out just to sms. Huhu. And the bank was seriously short handed. Only ONE counter open thru out the day? Are you friggin kidding me?!!! Later, went to the mamak closest coz i was dying out of hunger, chilled there for a bit and did some work there as well. cant do work at home, coz upstairs were doing some renovation. So its drilling and knocking all day long. Aint helping with the headache i was having!!

So when i got home, the worst possible shit happened. I got literally SHIT on!!! LITERALLY!! Apparently chino was dumb enuf to shit on himself. and then sat on me... Swt! I came back to rest, coz the headache got so bad at the mamak... Ended up bathing chino, sweep, mop, wash the toilets, dishes, and blow dry chino...

My revenge!! Wakakaka!!

This is zella saying:
Wad up dog?!!

Went to the salon after all that...
Meet my salonist.
The only person i trust touching my hair!!
Guess wad?
He is Man Utd too!! Wo0ts!

Wa lah!!! Poof!!

At the end of the day...
Im so friggin beat!!
Off to the showers and bed!!

Dinner for two...

2008-12-17T23:33:00.014+08:00

Sick!!
Feverish
Headache
Cough
Flu
Voiceless

Worst of all...
Committee Meeting!

Had to go to uni today for a meeting i tot i need not be there. Sigh. It was a total waste of my time n worst of all, my effort. And one of the committee member was jus another faculty away (3mins walk) didnt even bother to show up after calling the f**ker.

Foundation students are useless no-do-gooders piece of trash!!
All talk, but no action...
Lazy bunch of asses!

I dont mean that in general.. but narrow the list down to 2 specific idiots. So to all other foundation students. My deepest apology.

So after the pointless meeting, met up with Angelia, went to mamak. Just when i was gonna open a pack of nasi lemak, Snuckums called and give specific instructions: "Dont u eat anything!!". N i was there hungry as ever!! Later, Milan came to join us.. and as usual needless to say, the crapping started. LOL! Soon after, Sugin also came and the crapping went on beyond the point of all sense. We were talking about shit. PLain shit and nothing but shit. Why? Angelia and Sugin jus finished the last of their exams. Thas why!

Pic took with my phone. Milan and Angelia's Contact Pic on my phone from now on...
Later on, wen to newsjunction to get some bread for snuckums. Milan drove me to her place and chill there for a bit. The funny part was she didnt even realise i was there. So i let myself in. Put the groceries on the table, and conquer the bed!! LOL!

She prep up Dinner for me!! It was awesome as ever! Snuckums cooked up a storm.. And it was jus for moi!! For someone who doesnt spend time in her own kitchen, it was over the top! Our so called "Christmas Dinner" was d-bomb!! The menu: Bolognese Spaghetti and mash Potatoes. No one has ever done this for me before. EVER!! and i love her so much!! For everything...

Beverages and add-ons...
Dr. Pepper, Cherry Coke, and Parmesan Cheese

The setting.. Though there wasnt any candle lite...
The food was yummy yum yum!!

At the end of the day...
An exquisite Cuisine that none other can offer...
I love you baby!!
Muaks!

Meeting: Pointless
Mamak: Missing it
Dinner for two: Awesomeness
Meal prepared by snuckums: Priceless....

Bedstruck

2008-12-16T16:33:00.005+08:00

In 365 days in a year... I would say the probability of me getting sick is only 5 days. Today is one of em. Started out with a flu when i came back from carolling on sunday nite and today came the headache and the fever. Definitely the most crappiest illness i've got all year round and it cudnt have come at a greater time. Swt!

Updates!!

Been duin some cleaning of the crib lately, not much just moving stuff around. I cant sit still in a room and do nothing all day long (even when im sick!). Must be feeling the christmas spirit. Its all about the preparation ppl!! The house is repainted!! Deco's up! The Tree's up!! After so many years of having a Tree-less Christmas... This year is gonna be Boom bo0m bang!!

Tasha is back from Down Under!! Sounded friggin wrong.. But u got the point... I want pickies girl!! Specifically saying pickies from the beach!! LOL! And the fact that made me Lmao! was how she describe Aussie...

"The guys were AaaaaaAAArgHHhh!! and the beach was Whoah!!"

They really know how to express themselves huh? Or is it just tasha being tasha? LOL! Welcome home tasha!! Will meet up soon!

I've got a new phone!! *Standing ovation!!*
I can hear everyone saying...
"Finally!! It's about time!!!"

Sony Ericson C902
It's the all new James Bond edition...
It's features:

5megapixel Camera

Face detection

Intergrated Flash

Video Recorder

Multishot

8x Optical Zoom

Awesome Music player

Radio Transmission

MIDI Player

Mp3 Player

Basically everything i wanted it a phone!!

As of rite now, i've got 2 proper phones!! 1 for general usage and the other totally devoted to snuckums! Wo0ts!!

All i need now is to get better...
I gotta!

Lights, Camera, and... Laughs!!

2008-12-12T22:26:00.012+08:00

Shooting the video for the upcoming event..

Star Idol

18.02.2009

When all that is set in the script to be an extra cool, serious macho guy to portray following the theme and the atmosphere of the event. There was certainly much hilarious bursting out loud laughters going on behind the scenes... And it was all taken from my mp4! LOL!

On the left, the innocent child.. and on the right, the total "kiasu" machine gun mouth!

The director givin an earful to em!! Bad actors! LOL!

The host of the event!! MUah!!

Was bored in between breaks...

Oh! and alot has changed since i last went to uni... Specifically saying, its toilet. Just when you think flyers are everywhere scattered all over the streets, the longkangs, and the temboks, you thought wrong... And just when you think the general-est sign all over the world and the use of common knowledge was adequate on campus grounds. It somehow... fell short by a mile!

Guess someone was trying to improvise the technique of visible advertising...

Obvious much?!!

My pickie of the week...
LAdies and Gents!
I present you...
The male toilet in FCI faculty PC.
(As tho we never knew...)

Next up!
Utar Idol....

Disappointed...

2008-12-11T16:46:00.004+08:00

You need not resort to such words.
Clearly it was a misunderstanding.
But hey, u got ur own POV, I've got mine...
Take a look at ur "dam list"
Is it for the better of you, or me?
What would i get outta it?
Ask yourself that...
If the fault was from my side..
I convey my deepest and sincerest apology.
Yesterday was hell on earth.
No one deserves to own that day.
I hope your escape from this madness do you good...

I give you my best
but all you see is the worst in me...
You leave me disappointed.

No woman No cry..

2008-12-11T12:59:00.008+08:00

The Legendary Bob marley

No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.

'Cause - 'cause - 'cause
I remember when a we used to sit
In a government yard in Trenchtown,
Oba - obaserving the 'ypocrites
- yeah! -
Mingle with the good people we meet,
yeah!
Good friends we have, oh, good friends we have lost
Along the way, yeah!
In this great future, you can't forget your past;
So dry your tears,
I seh.
Yeah!

No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
Eh, yeah!
A little darlin', don't shed no tears:
No, woman, no cry.
Eh!

Said - said - said
I remember when we used to sit
In the government yard in Trenchtown, yeah!
And then Georgie would make the fire lights,
I seh, logwood burnin' through the nights, yeah!
Then we would cook cornmeal porridge, say,
Of which I'll share with you, yeah!
My feet is my only carriage
And so I've got to push on through.
Oh, while I'm gone,

Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right, yeah!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right-a!
Everything's gonna be all right!
Everything's gonna be all right, yeah!
Everything's gonna be all right!
So no, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
I seh, O little - O little darlin', don't shed no tears;
No, woman, no cry, eh.
No, woman - no, woman - no, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
One more time I got to say:
O little - little darlin', please don't shed no tears;
No, woman, no cry.

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The Fugees

Reviews...

2008-12-11T12:04:00.005+08:00

Twilight

Summary:

An action-packed, modern day love story between a vampire and a human. Bella Swan has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother remarries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen, a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance. Edward can run faster than a mountain lion, he can stop a moving car with his bare hands - and he hasn't aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he's immortal. But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood; Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when James, Lauren, and Victoria, the Cullens' mortal vampire enemies, come to town, looking for her?

Genre: Drama / Action / Thriller

Director: Catherine Hardwicke

Cast: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson, Michael Welch, Peter Facinelli, Kellan Lutz, Taylor Lautner

Ratings: All ratings shall be evaluated in 5 grades.
5 = Excellent, 4 = Good, 3 = Fair, 2 = Bad, 1 = Disastrous.

My POV
Storyline: 3
Acting: 1

Action Scenes: 2
Graphics: 3

Remember "The Da Vinci Code"? Same mistake.... Turning a book into a movie hit especially if it's a chick flick. They shud've posted on the cover "for girls only"... Coz it was a total and complete waste of us guys watching it.. Unless we're there for a different purpose other than to be one of the "in crowd" and catch the latest hit. LOL! Okie, i give the credit to the romance scenes tho... IT made me L.M.A.O in the cinema.. The least the movie gave me was genuine laughter for the hilarious and poor acting. I cant say much about the movie from the prospect of the storyline except that it was forgetable! Oh and the only one thing which i remember was when they introduced the main character, gasps and "wow" and "awww" expression were all over the cinema. And i was like "sigh".... In my head, i was thinking the dude is so pale skinned and sickly looking.. Are they givin out pity or are they madly goin outta their minds goin for a sick dude nowadays? I would say a NO NO for us guys to watch.

I rate this movie a kind 2 out of 5....

Tagged!!

2008-12-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

By Snuckums!!
START!!
The rules to fill this are:
1) You own a blog where you're gonna post this to,
2) You currently feel bored,
3) You won't skip any question,
4) You're alive (duh!),
and
5) You're gonna send this to 5 friends to fill these up.

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Firstly, describe the current you in 5 words
-Lost, Bored, In Love, Angry, Dissappointed-

5 things you love about life
-Family, Frens, Love, Games, Life itself-

5 famous person you'd love to meet
-Jessica ALba, Sir Alex Furgeson, Jessica Stroup, Myself (when i do get famous! So the perasan!)-

5 movies you love
-300, Transformers, LOTR, Eagle Eye, Quarantine-

5 professions you'd love to have
-Veejay, Deejay, Freelance Model, Vacationer, Food Critic-

5 best authors
-Not applicable!-

5 inspirations
-Family, Music, frens, Snuckums, Films-

5 favourite stuff
-My new Hoodie (prezzie from snuckums!), Another Hoodie from snuckums (tho i dun hav it nemore *sobs*), *Only have two* Man.. i gotta have more stuff!!!

5 things you hate
-Misunderstandings, Ego-ness, Perverts, Chelsea FC, Fights-

5 favorite places
-Beach-

5 girls/guys you are currently liking (like only)
- all human beings-

5 favorite people to chat with
-Snuckums, Tasha, Cerenna, Audrey, Eric-

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself
-Emo, Proper Conduct, Anger, Possessiveness, My words-

5 things you would take to a deserted island
-Snuckums, Cable TV, My closest peeps, A movable Mansion, A 24hour worldly wonders cuisine restaurant-

5 places you wanna visit
-Old Trafford, Paris, The Countryside of London, New Zealand, Cuti Cuti Malaysia!-

5 things you really want
-Cash, More time with Snuckums, Freedom, Wiped out 1st dec of the Calender, Dominos Pizza (coz im reallyhungry rite now!)-

5 songs make you cry most
-Crazy Love, Home, Pieces, Unbelivable, Storm-

5 most fashionable friends according to you
-Sis, Snuckums, Tasha, Helen, Jimmy-

5 people you love most
-Snuckums, Mom, Bro, Sis, The last one is blank!! -

5 impossible dreams
-Being in bed with Top models, singing on stage in American Idol, Driving a Lamborghini, Elected US President, Working behind the table!-

5 dreams in the future
-Move in with Snuckums, Be wad i wanna be, Drive an Acceptable Speedster, Be Happy, Be rich!-

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Now, send this to 5 people:
-Helen-
-Tasha-
-Jimmy-
-Daryl-
-Amelia-

Crappiness!

2008-11-28T03:39:00.005+08:00

Dont know why, its 5.00am and i cant sleep! Was feeling friggin crappy the whole nite... All coz of one stupid sms. And then i had to be so gatal-fied and read up history. Got worst crappified. But then thanx to ppl bugging other ppls soul.. that actually saved me from well.. MYSELF!!

-Cerenna-

Introducin, my new bff!! wo0ts!
Here's a pickie of her..

Reminising those days...

Thanx for the temaning all nite... hehe. Your kaypohness is good for my health! Who knows i may have turned into a serious Psychopath! LOL! And thanx for hearing me out toO! Im way past the crappy stage now btw and am friggin hyped up on all the stories.... Didnt know we had so much in common. Lmao! Plus, we were WTF-ing all the while i totally forgot im suppose to cut down on em words. :S

It was DC-fied to the maximun! Chatting like nobodies biz, and talking crap so much we din even bother cencoring anything... LOL! Oh, and thanx for sharing the Golden KEy thingie. I seriously didnt know that till now. Well, let's just hope i get one on my birthday. Wakaka! *Hint hint, to the humans reading my blog* Oh oh! and thanx for making me Lmao with the dream u had! You're so the friggin weird.. but awesome! Haha... It was a lil OUT la dreaming it that way.. but who the hell cares? Enjoy it while it lasts man! U shud have ur piece of cake more often.. then can share more yummy dreamy stories! LOL! No matter how far it gets... Always think W.W.J.D...

But seriously tho, there aint no cure to this, there aint any medicine in the universe that could stop this in me. I've gotta get it outta my system. Eventually. Before it eats me up. Before it turns me back. Before it takes the better of me. Before i lose yet another...

We'll juz see a few months down the road..
It's all part of being in it.
The fun part :D

Damn sleepy now, mind cannot think....
Need sleep desperately!!
I promised i buzz snuckums up b4 going to bed!!
But dun really wanna wake her..
Huhu..
Sleep ahoy!

Haihhz...
Hungry la pulak.
Makan ahoy!!

P.S Thanx for the facts and experience! Kalau salah sila tunjuk ajar!
And no i aint waiting for Christmas thank u very much!

Paranoia!!
Die u evil thing!!!!

The Consecration for the Ordained...

2008-11-27T23:51:00.006+08:00

For the past two days, I've been going in and outta church and b4 that i spent 11 hours working nonstop to help prep up the church for the events.

Wad are the events?

Wednesday - Ordination of 3 Cannons and 2 Archdeacons.
Thursday - Consecration of 2 Asst. Bishops.

Yeap! As expected, a massive crowd showed up in the cathedral. Its amazing how that many could make it for a weekday afternoon than a sunday morning. All the once/twice a year church comers came to show their faces and even unfamiliar ones. Guess i'll be seeing em again come Christmas! LOL!

Okie, so here's wad i learnt thru out the event...
The Hierarchy Chart of an Anglican Priestlyhood.

Seminarians - Basically Students learning.

Deacons / Deaconeses - Have the rite to administer Patens and Chalice during Holly Eucharists

Clergy - Priesthood

Cannons - Holly Dudes with cool superman capes (and colorful)

Archdeacons - Holly Dudes with cooler capes (and more colorful)

Deans - Holly Dudes incharge of their respective Churches

Asst. Bishops - Holly dudes always with Purple shirts.

Bishops - Very Holly Dudes incharge of their repective Diocease

Archbishops - The Holliest dudes incharge of their respective Province.

Archbishop of Canterbury - Dude is as high as the Pope.

I dont really know wad makes a Cannon and the Archdeacons or a Clergy... All i know is they're all a step above each other. Some churches may have Deans and some dont, i dont know why either. But once u're nominated and consecrated into the Bishop's Office, thats gonna be your tittle from that moment on no matter what. Even the Asst Bishops. But there can only be one Bishop at a time in a single Diocese. For example, the Diocese of West Malaysia, and the Diocese of Sabah. Archbishops on the other hand are incharge of each of their Province. For example, the Province of South east Asia. And the Highest honor would go to the ArchBishop of Canterbury. The dude in England as the Pope in Rome.

Another thing i really dont get is their Tittles. There are some which is..

Reverend.
Very Reverend.
Rt. Reverend.
Most Reverend.

Ven. Reverend.
~~Super Reverend.~~
Okie.. i got a lil carried away with the last one...LOL!

But by only those Tittles, we have to call em not by names but by their tittles. For example some we use "Your Excellency", And some we use "Your grace"...

Super complicated!! @_@!

Birthday Bash

2008-11-25T23:27:00.005+08:00

Yesterday we celebrated black coffee Kristine The Gangta K Birthday at uni... We had to make it a pre event since her birthday is only this Sun (30 Nov) for it to be a surprise!! And heck did we make an impression! We got her all shaky and studdery she didnt even see the cake which was rite next to her! Wakaka!

The scene was like this:
She walks into the room, and Amelia, Adlyn and myself was in the heat of dispute over some nut situation... (Many furious words were bluntly spoken out and aiming everywhere in the room)

The part where we all know we have to give it up was wen Adlyn started to laugh. ish!! So started the counting and then the Hapyp Sing along... LOL! She had to feed all of us the cake starting from the elders (Ganesh) to the most junior who was Jessica. And then in comes the crowd sumbating the cake in her mouth. It was all full of "Lmao-ing moments". Especially when we all had a chance to Bash the birthday girl up. I got her cheeks! Wakaka! Certainly one to remember...

Before opening her prezzie, she had to tell us 12 of her most deepest and dirtiest secrets which was...

On second thought, come and ask me if u wanna know.. hehe!

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Later i had to rush all the way back to PC for a meeting with the icebreaking committee. It went on for soo long without any break and it was prolonging the hours to the extreme. Seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours...

The room was like a jail cell and i was waiting for my term to finish. They kept running outta topic. The objectives set werent discuss on schedule. The planning were all so messed up. Imagine planning the mini goals of an event without setting the major ones first... All in all, i had to either stop their convo to get back on track, or speak to the chairperson on a private note just so we get past an objective. The ideas that came in were with pointless, no meaning wadsoeva arguments, suggestions were uselessly dumb. And none of em even notice the extended therapy. The only good part of it was the end. Why? Coz it's the END.

At last, the perfect way to unwind the day and to relax was Mc'ds dinner with snuckums. Sadly... that oso had a few bumps. The burgers werent fresh at all, and the fries were soggy. Oh well, at least i could rely on the company im with.

Saw this at the entrance of Jaya1...
Figured a picture with a sesat kes car would do it rite...
I guess the road along jaya1 desperately needs to add the numbers of parking lots.

PS.
HAppy Birthday Kristine!!

Shopping frenzy!!

2008-11-23T14:04:00.015+08:00

Went to midvalley to catch the movie, Quarantine. It was friggin scary I have to say.. Snuckums got there first, so she got the tix for both of us. Again, thousand apologies to snuckums for being late. I know it's very rude for the dude to keep the lady waiting... LOL! Before that, i went to church to help with the sortings of the decorations and had to make a frenzy rush to the mall.

Wad can i say? Im a bz man!

So while we were there, the first thing we notice, was some of the shops had their christmas deco on and some even selling em already, talking about being in a christmas mood which both of us are already madly in, there's nothing better of a welcoming sign for us. Hence, we had to just invade the shop with our presence... LOL!

Snuckums got all excited wanting to hear the oceans' waves...
Sadly, it was "made in china".. Lmao!

Yeap, bz window shopping as always...

Which actually turns out to be shopping for real...
She couldnt make up her mind on which to buy!
She's a ladybug freak!!

This is me... Waiting! :s

I guess the wait was worth it!!
Sayang looks hot!!

One of the few that caught my eyes...

Mb i'll have a blue Christmas this year...

We were also scouting around the place for ellana's present, but we ended up in body glove... I seriously dont knopw how this happened, but we got caught up in the bags section. Was randomly skimming thru it all and poof!!

This one appeared...

I guess she saw the sparks in my eyes staring at it too long, so she outta no where decided to get it for me! Me being so shocked and speechless at the same time stood there dumbstruck and i gotta say, thats wad i love about her... She always gets me staggered (in a good way) and knows how to deal me with much delight and pleasure. LOL!

My precious... lmao!
Aint nobody touching it.. It's mine i tell you
MINE!!

Prezzie for the birthday girl...
Nopes, wad's in there is a secret!!
Only till 26th Nov. LOL!

Finally, our objective completed and my satisfaction guaranteed, we rang hotmama up, and she suggested us having dinner with her and Melisa and her boyfriend, Jason. So we went up to bangsar and waited there for Mel to pick us. Dinner was yummy!! We ate at a restaurant near Taman Jaya LRT station (it was the only landmark i know) Had Carbonara Spaghetti and Snuckums had her new fav Butter Milk Sauce Chicken while the rest of em had steak. Dinner was on hotmama (many thanks again!) And at the end of the nite, i could say...

It cudnt be any better than this...

- Loving YOU much -

Reviews...

2008-11-23T11:36:00.005+08:00

Quarantine

In March 2008.
The U.S Government Issued an Emergency Order Sealing Off an Apartment Complex in Los Angeles, California.

48 Hours Later a Hazmat Team was Sent to Investigate the Quarantined Building.

Authorities has Denied Any Knowlegde of the Incident

The Residents were Never Heard from Again.

No Details.
No Witnesses.
No Evidence.

Untill Now...

Summary:
Television reporter Angela Vidal and her cameraman are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units. They soon learn that a woman living in the building has been infected by something unknown. After a few of the residents are viciously attacked, they try to escape with the news crew in tow, only to find that the CDC has quarantined the building. Phones, Internet, televisions and cell phone access have been cut-off, and officials are not relaying information to those locked inside. When the quarantine is finally lifted, the only evidence of what took place is the news crew's videotape. October 2008

Genre: Horror / Thriller

Director: John Erick Dowdle

Cast: Jennider Carpenter, Steve Harris, Jay Hernandez, Jonathan Schaech, Columbus Short

Ratings: All ratings shall be evaluated in 5 grades.
5 = Excellent, 4 = Good, 3 = Fair, 2 = Bad, 1 = Disastrous.

My POV
Storyline: 5
Acting: 5
Camera Angles: 2
Gory Scenes: 4

A remake of a spanish horror film REC, Quarantine certainly has the edge to make you close your eyes but makes you open it just a lil bit peeping and wanting to know wad's up next. Most films end with a sudden scene and leave the rest of it hanging, but this was a brilliant idea. After a slow start to the show, just when you think "it's gonna be a long one", you think wrong... Plus, most american horror films dont really give you the creeps but only a shock. For e.g: Sudden appearance of the entity / zombie and the background music increases loudly, but this one really got my attention. I prefer movies which tells you what goes and what happened instead of the ones which requires you to create a whole plot by yourself and there's only one possible plot, this one was a no brainer. The only discomfort i find in watching this was the nonstandard camera angles which was a lil hard to make up was happening at first but given the storyline, it was fully ample. All in all, if you wanna watch flesh eating for real, plus a dose of gruesome bloodthristy hunting, this one is an all timer.

Total: 4 out of 5 for this movie

Next up, Twilight....

Scrambled Eggs and Updates!!

2008-11-21T09:26:00.003+08:00

There's nothing typical than having the old skool bread and butter for breakfast.. Ahh the old days are kickin in already. The very very "fond" memories of mom forcing those soft boiled eggs down my throat early in the morning and making me take em jam and bread to skool for the sole reason of "saving money". And to think that everything cost just under a ringgit and all i took to skool was RM1.50. Ahh.. those days! Nowadays breakfast cost well over Rm5 no matter where u go! Think about it...

Cup of starbucks: RM12
Treat of bread at old town: Rm5
Breakfast at Mcd's: Rm10

My oh my!! What is becoming of the world... :S

Hence forth, i prefer the golden days where i was young doing what i was told to. Okie... scratch the last part. The simple yet delicious cuisine and the wonders of the various choices of ways preparing your morning delight can provide. My pick, scrambled eggs and bacon is no.1 on my list. And in second would definitely be my yummy yucky soft boiled eggs. And to top everything off, my morning caffeine to get my day goin!!

I guess mum brot me up pretty well, i learnt to start saving cash wherever i go, i tend to think not only twice but a gazillion times over whether or not to get that big spender. That goes for my meal as well... Yeap!

To all my peeps, sorry been ditching yall lately! And YES, I've seriously been outta this world tied up with work. That aint no excuse alrite.. Yeah, i've been behind bars for the past couple of weeks taking my own sweet time off work, and started re-furnishing the whole house for the season of perpetual joy. I actually chose physical work rather than paper work in the office. That may seem weird of me but hey, at least im not dozing off on the clock.

The good news, im 90% done... And rite now all there is left is the clearing and the dustin. Worst of all, the headache comes whether or not to trash it all out or to keep it stacked up in the corner. Seems easy, but memories are hard to let go.

UPDATES!!

Caroling Practices has begun, and the old annual cheer is back. This year makes the change. The feeling aint ever gonna be the same. But Christmas is ever gonna be my favouritest holiday season of all time. Cant wait for caroling to start, the old hanging out with the gang till past midnite, and if we're lucky, there may be booze again! LOL! Hoping for something new, but traditions must be uphold!! Thus, i have yet to choose my very own Christmas jingle of this year! Wo0ts! Look out for it!

NExt year is gonna be a bz one. I've already gotten 4 invites to be the host for my "beloved" uni. Mostly related to the new intake of the year, January Orientation week.

1: For the orientation itself my partner will be Navin! Wo0ts! I get to bug her soul this time. Rite on stage!!

2: Ice Breaking which I am the Program Manager for the event. *So cracking my head on creating the events* and also the host.

3: I will be hosting a talk which will be going on later in the same week! *Woohoo, im thrilled! :S*

4: The most anticipated, Utar Idol which i will be hosting it with my old emcee partner, Samantha. Really had a blast in the previous Utar's Talent Nite. The Same Difference peformed "Im Yours" by Jason Mraz...*Clap clap clap!!* And the lead singer would ofcoz be none other than muah! Okok... Enough bangga-fying moments for one entry. LOL!

All this happening, ofcoz i cant be more xcited than starting my new sem soon! Really looking forward to digging into em books again. I know.. weird of me again. But what the heck, i want my uni life back!! Missing it! Missing my uni peeps! Missing my mamak session!

Thats all i have for now... Stay Tune!!

A Treat for the World...

2008-11-19T09:23:00.003+08:00

OneRepublic - Come Home

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone
I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..
Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

Lil' Lisa...

2008-11-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

Lisa wants a piece of her in my blog...
So imma give her what she wants.
Hope u're happy...

Lisa. says:
hahaha. okey. LOL. oh, OH. im sugar
Lisa. says:
ur spice!
Lisa. says:
we're SUGAR & SPICE
Superman says:
im dc....
Lisa. says:
hahaha
Lisa. says:
im dk
Lisa. says:
together, we'
Superman says:
u're crazy...
Lisa. says:
*we're donkey kong's!
Lisa. says:
LOL
Superman says:
im dc n u're crazee..
Superman says:
wakaka.
Lisa. says:
hah. i learn from YOU
Superman says:
u no meaning..
Lisa. says:
i got meaning ah!
Lisa. says:
haha

LOL!! Thats LISA!!

Reviews...

2008-11-18T12:22:00.002+08:00

Eagle Eye

Follow the directions and you'll live thru this...
Disobey.
And you'll Die...

Summary:
A young man and a single mother who are brought together and coerced by an anonymous caller into carrying out the plot of a corrupted artificial intelligence system.

Genre: Action and Adventure

Director: D. J. Caruso

Cast: Shia LaBeouf, Michelle Monaghan, Rosario Dawson, Billy Bob Thornton, Anthony Mackie, Michael Chiklis, Cameron Boyce, Julianne Moore

Ratings:
All ratings shall be evaluated in 5 grades.
5 = Excellent
4 = Good
3 = Fair
2 = Bad
1 = Disastrous.

My POV
Storyline: 4
Acting: 5
Graphics: 4
Action Scenes: 5

If it wudnt be for the sucky and sudden ending, i'd give the storyline an excellent 5. The part where ARIA got destroyed was so easy peasy and like Helen said, why go thu all the trouble thru out the movie? Needless to say, i was on the tip of my toes watching it, coz every turn of events in the movie makes you wonder and the curiousity in you get so intense you juz cant wait to see how it all relates and end. Sadly, the ending hit you without even knowing the dilemma's over. It's shocking how technology runs things these days huh? Shia really grew from being in a kiddy series from Nickelodeon to being a Transformers star and now he really pulled off his stun in Eagle Eye. Michelle Monaghan needless to say is one HOTMAMA! And im really glad they din't hook up and make out in the end coz that would juz seem so wrong. Come on, a young dude with a mommy? The director was smart enuf to not shoot a cliche ending. In short, a MUST watch movie of 2008.

I give it a 4 of out 5 for this movie.

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Max Payne

There's an army of bodies under this river...
Criminals.
Reaching up to welcome as one of their own...

Summary:
Maverick cop Max Payne (Wahlberg) is hell-bent on revenge against those responsible for the brutal murder of his family and partner. His obsessive investigation takes him on a nightmarish journey into a dark underworld. As the mystery deepens, Max is forced to battle enemies beyond the natural world and face an unthinkable betrayal.

Genre: Action and Adventure

Director: John Moore

Cast: Mark Wahlberg, Mila Kunis, Beau Bridges, Chris “Ludacris” Bridges, Olga Kurylenko

Ratings:
All ratings shall be evaluated in 5 grades.
5 = Excellent
4 = Good
3 = Fair
2 = Bad
1 = Disastrous.

In my personal POV.
Storyline: 2
Acting: 4
Graphics: 5
Action Scenes: 3

The storyline was really hard to figure out, i cant make up the creatures with wings and how they relate to the story. But i'll give props to the well earned EXCELLENT graphics. Action scenes werent that bad as well. Tho i was mostly anticipating more of the slow-motion gun shooting battle scenes. And to top it all of the Cast of the movie.. First and foremost, Mark Wahlberg films are undoubtedly "looking forward to's". He has style and Mila Kunis, the chick from "That 70's Show" is stunningly hot and temptatious when she goes all brutal and violent in the film. A short glimpse of the new bond girl Olga Kurylenko especially when she goes topless. A lil treat for the boys ey? In short, Hands up or hands down, a MUST watch for the sake of the graphics.

I give it a total of 2 of out 5 for the whole movie.

The Great Escape!!

2008-11-17T11:14:00.008+08:00

Kinda bored with a lot of things to do rite now and since i have nothing to blog about, Here's a random story made up of random words which comes straight to my head...

Journey Begins.

Trippin. Malibu mixes. Fizzy Cokes. Linguine Carbonaras. Cheating Cabbies. Waiting …Bus rides. Toileting. Romancing. Oversleeping. Reaching. Waiting. Doggies. Fluffy. Lady. Living room. Dozing. Knocked Out. Blankets. Pillows. Packing Beds. Waking ups. Milos. Smoochies. Showers.

Car rides. Seat Belts. Manual. Auto. Le Tours. Towns. Schools. Malls. Churches. Hill tops. Candles. Mosquitoes Bites. 10 Commandments. Brambus. Confession Chambers. Kang Fu Tong. Holly Water. Pictures. Jumping shots. Kissing Spots. 7-eleven. Slurrpee. Lychee. Skitles. Livita. Engine heat. Video. Passing cars. India. Bangla. Driving. Unstable. Parking. Brunch. Chicken. Tau fu. Curry. Black Sauce. Vege. Green Beans. Rice. Spillings. Hot water. Cold water. Basketball. Doggy Treats. Sit. Beg. Paw. Fetch. Highways. Shitty Smells. Bridges. Center Poles. Ships. Islands. Prisons. Resorts. Been heres. Familiar Places. Car Parks. Power Steerings. Tickets. G Hotel. Breeks. Diets. Self-starvation. Free Waters. Starbucks. Mocha Ice Blended. Choc Toppings. Weird Stares. Giordano. Clearance Sales. Coincidences. Hawker Stalls. Muar Chee. Wantan Mee. Fried Oyster. Tiny Tomatoes. Ice Lemon Tea. Fast Shitting (Plup plup plup), Lil girl. Speaking way too loud. Watsons. Batteries. Tissues. Massive Gasing.

Beach. Sands. Pampers. Popcorn. Surfer Dudes. Waves. Sea. Sea Shells. Camwhores. Skimpy Trunks. Jogging. Coconut Trees. Sand Sketches. White Beach Dresses. Bikinis. Board Shorts. Sunsets. Beach Blankets. Bond Fires. BBQ Dudes. Crab Holes. Night Creatures. Meals on the beach. Kissing on the beach. Walk on the beach. Chats on the beach. Music on the Beach. Huge Stones. Wishing Upon a shooting star. Moving Lights. Night Lights. Starry Skies. Blinking Lights. Heart to Heart Moments. Romanticos. Thai Music. Man Made Rocks. Parking Fee.

Parkroyal. Winding Roads. Speeding. Fast Busses. Road Side Stalls. Colorful Tricycles. Full House Pubs. Sharing Toilets. Narrow Roads. Strange freaky moments. U-turns. Weird Silence. Apologies. Forgiveness. Pier Clubs. Docking Bay. Photo Frenzy. Car Ques. The long wait. Stories from the past. Midnight Ferry Rides. Middle Finger. Speeding Boats. Crashing Waves. Windy Breeze.

Mainland. Clueless Turnings. Guessing Directions. Blinding Greens. Long lasting Reds. Auto City. Soho. Malibu on the Rocks. Techno Music. ‘Feng Tau’ Beats. Hilarious Dances. Chicken Head Moves. Cool Toilets. EPL Matches. Kes Panjang Umur. Car Blocks. Fashion Street. Mid Morning Mc’ds. Sudden Car Parks. Ahem-moments. Home Bounds. The river hints.

Burgers and Nuggets in Bed. Total Knocked Outs. Wasted Opportunities. Frustrations. Overslept. Showers. Packing. Regretful Deletes. Leave. The right songs. Lucky. I’m Yours. Breakfast. Dim Sum. The Panas. Iced Milo. Lou Mai Kai. Fried Wantans. Panther. Goodbyes.

Boarding Home. Romancing. Candid Shots. Sleeplessness. Pit stops. Toilet Breaks. Teasing Moments. Wall Drawings. Inmate Art. City Traffics. Halted Queues. Toilets Rushs. Dunkin Donuts. Burgers in Busses. Noisy Crowds.

Destination Complete.

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My dearest "M"....

2008-11-12T09:52:00.004+08:00

Your accusations towards me are increasingly senseless and pointless. What do you want from me that you have to take it all away and leave me in chains in the four walls you built around me? The world doesnt revolve around you nor does it to me. All i want is my part in the revolution. Is that so much to ask from you? My life taken for the sake of your pleasure is not yours to dictate. My life is all i have in this and it is mine to do as i please. Whatever you do for pleasure is none of my biz. Do not mix the differences of my responsiblilities and my freedom in a single jar. I'm doing more than i have on my plate as it is yet you do not see it. All you want is your freaking pleasure... Im doing more than my share around, and the other is doing nothing.

OPEN YOUR FRIGGIN EYES!!

You point fingers around just so there is someone to blame, no doubt i get the most of your fury. I am the venue of faults. You cant keep doing this just because you can. I am really getting sick and tired of this. What made you this cold that i no longer tend to find warmth in? You said things which somehow find its way etch to the mellow pits of my sorrows.

"I dont know how long i have left and this is all i get! One day I wont be around anymore and there wont be anyone to do this! You want your life but what about my pleasure? You are all ungrateful, i slop and i come home to this!!"

First of all, you dont know shit about what i go thru everyday. You make as tho its the end of the freaking world that your day went wrong. The thing is, one day u'll come home to an empty place and your slave is no more. The one doing everything is gone and you'll have to do everything your own. When you get tired of doing things around by yourself mb you can start askin princess here to lift a fcuking finger and then see how far you relationship go. The only reason why im the one with the faults its because YOU DONT GIVE HER ANY TO FIND WITH!!! She's tame by the lack of exertion you provide her. You never ask her to do anything!!! When you do, we'll see how much strong your relationship is... She will get tired of you asking her to do work and you will get sick of her talkbacks and rude returns. I hope mb then you will start opening your clouded vision of favorites. But it will be too long too late for you to ask for my forgiveness. It isnt me... You are the current drifting my away. And its time for me to jump before i reach the end of the river.

The humidity of the weather is beyond my control. Stop blaming me for why is it too stuffy around!! You cant just scold me for the work in progress either... In this period have a lil more brains to think for a sec will you? This freaking place is too small. In order for me to clear the way for the work to be done, the things will have to go somewhere else first. And im sure you are aware, im doing all this by myself? Oh, and a lil rest day is all i need. You dont have to show your bloody black face just cause im home after the time you set for me. Even if its a free day for me, you still try so hard to get me under your commands. You no longer have that authority over me. Its because i no longer give you the right to do so...

My responsibilities are my anchor yet i stay behind and i run it. You two cant even carry it out what more to say when im doing it by myself? When im gone, there's no turning back. My responsibilities is all thats keeping me here. Remember that....

So, all i need is mb a pat on the back once in a while.
A lil appreciation and understanding mite help.

Crazy Love.....

2008-11-10T08:48:00.004+08:00

I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open up every time she smiles
And when I come home to her that's where I belong
Yet I'm running to her like a river's song

[chorus]
she gives me love love love love crazy love
she gives me love love love love crazy love...

She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come home to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my troubles, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief.

[repeat chorus]

She's got love love love love crazy love
Yes I need her in the daytime
Yes I need her in the night
I want to throw my arms around her
To kiss her, hug her, kiss her, hug her tight
And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me such sweet lovin' brightens up my day
And makes me righteuos and makes me whole
And it makes me mellow down to my soul

[repeat chorus]

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Been hooked on this song for the past month...

Its probly the best item on the list which i can relate to. Heard it on a bus ride on the way to meet her. Talk about coincidence huh? Since then i was searching high n low for the song. I prefer the one by the original singer, Cassandra Wilson. Though that version is meant for a guy... But wth. Im friggin crazily in love!!!

Ps. I hope u guys like One Tree Hill.

You give me love love love love
Crazy Love....

Muaks! ;P

Crappy Cabbies...

2008-11-09T13:29:00.003+08:00

One of the dissadvantages of not owning a car especially in the bz streets of KL pays a lot more than having one. Dont see why? Let me explain...

If one is willing to take the bus (smt which i normally do), that means the willingness to sacrifice their time and effort and not to mention the tension to keep up with. Yet its the cheapest form of transportation there is.

If one takes the train, the effort and the tolerance (especially during the peak hours) and in certain occasions the tendency to have a "technical mealtdown" is the price to pay.

Now if one so happens to take a cab, that is totally on a different page. Recently i was dealt with a situation where no other transportation was available and hence, my budget out the window, i juz had to hitch a cab. Altho its more convenient and comfortable sitting at the back with a temporary driver of your own taking you to your destination, but the price to pay....

Much more than what my effort and tolerance i usually give is worth.

Most cab drivers nowadays set their own meter... Asking for a specific price rather than running the price by the mileage. And just when that gives a bad name to the other sincere drivers around, some follow what's written on the meter but this time its already been tempered with.

And just in with these new blue taxis so called "executive" on the road, they started having classes and grades on them? wth?!

Been riding cabs kinda often now and then and everytime i do, i take the inisiative to ignite a convo with em. What goes around comes around. If i treat them nicely, talk to em in a friendly manner, then i come to find out that in doing so, most of them tend to respect you as a fine customer and not wanting to ask more from you. Thru out my convos, i found out that...

They may be aware about charging us citizens more, but when it comes to tourists and outsiders, sad to say, they need not hesitate to ask for more. Even double the usually fare that goes around.

Note:
Class 1 - The blue executive ones which prices goes sky high in a single second.
Class 2 - The Waja Campro version which run by the sec! (I meant that quite literally)
Class 3 - The normal budget ones which always tries to get a lil more than they are suppose to from you.

I havent been a victim of the blue ones... but the Class 2 is already cut throat enough to charge me 7 TIMES more than i usually pay for. Not only that, the cabbie was totally bangga-fied with his ride and i really dont appreciate the useless flattery given for my money's worth. He was going on and on about how "prestigious" and "spacious" his ride is compared to other cabs around. And i was like "Hello, its still a goddamn malaysian made waja!!!" Whats there to be proud of man? U're charging me and bragging about your ride? My perception, just take the frigging fare and leave me alone to dwell on the frigging ungodly price!

So there you have it! Need i add more to why owning a ride of your own is much more worth while?

Take note, if any of yall ever come to a point where a cabbie ask for a specfic price. Do contact the LPKN and isssue a complaint against the driver and the number plate of the cab. For it is illegal to do so... The same goes to when you feel u've been cheated or riped off.

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Ps. I kinda am addicted to Secret Recipe now...
Choc Mudpie Cake there rocks!!

Desperately wanting to watch MAx Payne at the movies rite now!

Sorry....

2008-11-06T09:05:00.005+08:00

The things i wish i could undo
Yesterday goes to the very top of my list
Come back,
Let things be normal again
All i want is another chance
For you to trust me
To take away that doubt u have in you
To fall knowing my arms is there to catch you
I regret my actions
I betrayed your trust

I screwed up!
Im sorry...

Deepa-ween...

2008-11-04T12:31:00.035+08:00

It was either the tittle above or Halo-vali...
Doesnt make any sense!!! :s

The festival of light is upon us people!! Out comes the spicy curry, murukus, papadams, indian biskuts and the best nasi briyani open houses has to offer. And we as Malaysians, the saying always goes...

Bersatu padu dalam segalanya!!

So the best thing about the our country is the cuti oso bersatu padu, making the whole year round filled with holiday patches on the calendar. My Deepavali celebration went well, nothing but the tradisional open houses and the ever 'in-fashion' jalan jalan around malls. And here are some pickies from the outting with Snuckums at 1utama.

This was the only Deepavali deco we found. A friggin huge bird..

For lunch Snuckums had her never changing italian cuisine

And i had my never changing Malaysian Cuisine... Curry Laksa.
She's stealing some of mine!!

We ate at Charms, located on the top floor of new wing. Its in the middle of everything, and on your left, you see shops like Extreme, Tropicana, Zero Hour and etc. Basically Teen stuff. We come to find that it wasnt such a bad place after all. The food was good!! Especially Snuckum's Carbonara. And we had a sudden crave for ice blended stuff with whipped cream toppings. I dont see anything to do with the festival but oh wth, we most probably got tired of all the teh tarik kau and milo ice. Later we hit the cinemas and watched Eagle Eye. I'll blog about that later and after the movie, we went scouting around for snuckums' slippers which she needed desperately since her heels hurt like hell. While walking around we had to take a detour to the so called indoor park in 1U. It was a lil tiny for a park but the aquarium there was cool.

It was kinda dark in there so the camera could only capture the white fishies! LOL!

They were having a Halloween frenzy, it was way awesome!! The deco there were so much more better than just a friggin huge bird. So we took the opportunity to do what we do best. CAMWHORIN!! woots! I dont really do Halloween very often, infact i dont do it at all. But at this moment, i suddenly felt compelled to feel the spirit of halloween in me. So much so i wanted to get a costume. LOL!

I was too attached to this pumpkin!!

Snuckums posing with the Tiang Lampu... LOL!

Scarecrow with a smile? Xmeaning!!

Burung gagak tua... LAlalala!!

I guess my time is up!!

We had a gory-fied time!!

Snuckums talking to Hotmama! while i took the chance to snap SNAP sNaP!!

At the end of the day, we got hungry again, and we were desperately clueless of where to find chum so we juz looked for the most crowded place there. WAFFLE WORLD!!! By the name itself, we could see that the main course is ofcourse the desert but I ordered a dog and snuckums kept her craves for italiano! When our orders arrive, i was like "WHoah!!" That was d-LARGEST dog i've ever seen! not to mention they had a 1-foot long dog on the menus. Was finding it tough to whack it all in me mouth all at once. LOL!

We were bored waiting for our food la...

The food was i can say pretty average, but the desert was outta this world. But in the end, i cant agree more with their theme. To sum up my day and the time i had...

Footie...

2008-11-03T12:06:00.006+08:00

It's been a while since i got any form of work out. And when i said a while... That would come close to more than a year. So that day was more than juz the running and the sweating. It was awesomely fun! The gang got together... Finally!! Was planning to have a game of futsal since a year ago. LOL! The best thing was that it was all paid for... Thanx to Dean Jason for spending us. Especially for lunch. It was d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s... Had an all indian meal, something outta the ordinary for me. And from that moment, my faith was restored in indian cuisine... The food was delightful. But the beverages was a lil unexpected. I didnt get any of the pics during the game (if anyone has it, sharing is caring aite?) But i got some during lunch...

...Machas for life...

Beer Tarik anyone?

Wasted!

Say "Tak Nak" to Drinking... LOL!!

Beer at lunch? Like i said, a lil outta of the ordinary. But who cares... its an all occasioner rite? LOL! We'll definitely have another of this soon. Something tells me its gonna come sooner than expected. Wo0ts!

Disastrously Marvelous!!

2008-10-30T17:15:00.022+08:00

Kinda lazy to blog anything rite now, so imma just post pickies this time...

It was a day of many possibilities,
But im glad it went the way it did...
25.10.08

The Sky was Clear, not a single cloud in sight..

Met up with snuckums at her place and waited as she wasnt even ready yet...
Girls!! they're all alike....
Always making the man wait -___-

We were waiting for a cab at the "non-pda" area which took ages just for one to stop
The sun was scorching hot hot hot
But snuckums can do anything to stop traffic... hehe

We were desperately bored in the cab plus too tired to put on the decent faces...

..Lovies..

Tasha finally decided to show up and we went to Mc'ds for brunch...
Tasha spilled a massive load of sauce on her hand n she had to ditch this lil fella at the stairs...
LOL!

Got to a shop which sells shades for only RM25
Guess they cudnt resist...
One thing they had in common,
CAMPWHORES!!

Stopped by at snuckum's fav boutique, SPADES
Well, girls will be girls, they were trying out a couple of the dresses there...
And boys will be boys, waiting for em to get their butts outta the dressing room

Hey, gotta give me the credit too...
Snucked into their dressing room and camwhored with em..
Gosh! They've infected me as well!

Tasha was too bz shopping she didnt realise we were teasing her the whole time...
LMAO!

-DJ-

The movie sucked. BIG TIME! For those of yall who intend to watch Disaster Movie. DO NOT!! There is NO storyline at all, shitty acting, super lame jokes... as dirty as they try to make it, the directors are juz trying too hard on this one. Note that Kim Kardashian cant act at all. and Vanessa, the chick dating Nick Lachey, was super "oh la la"!! =) I almost walked outta the cinema but the only thing that kept me there was snuckums...

The best part of the day was when we went for a few rounds of Daytona. Snuckums konnonnye had this self-proclaimed "no one can beat me, even guys cant" LOL! Tho it was only ONE round, but i at least i whoop her butt and save our side of the gender some rep... Cant wait for the next round. Imma show her how the real players drive.. Wakaka!

So thats it for now, desperately need sleep...
Nights!!

Showers of "Blessing"

2008-10-18T15:50:00.006+08:00

Needless to say, im sure most of us are getting really tired and fed up about the constant downpour thats been hitting KL and its surrounding areas at all the perfect timings... As for me, I had my fair share of it in my previous experiences but the one i had yesterday massively contributed much annoyance to that huge temper of mine. Was rushing my work the whole morning when the sky was perfectly clear and there weren't any clouds in sight. Only when i was about to leave my place, i heard the jumbling rumbling thunder, and by the time i left... I was privileged enuf to get first class, front seat to a very angry storm out there. Even that small tiny lil brite blue umbrella with the cute lil mickey mouse on it cudnt protect me from it (It by choice to use it).

As soon as i got out, the bus just blew rite pass while all i could do is stand there and give constant swears. So I was waiting there, under the bridge for the next one to come, it wasnt a very useful shelter tho but it beats my bloody umbrella! The moment, i got outta the house with my fresh pair of socks, i knew for certain, I should've wore slippers instead. The wait for the bus was extremely infuriating and when i decided to take a cab, none of em were going my way, so the bus was the only option i had. Finaly when it comes, it not only stalled at the stop, but went on a granny cruise on its course to town. Reached town and the psychotic driver stopped a mile from my stop hence i had no cover at all!! To make matters worst, it wasnt even a stop, we were forced to get down in the middle of the freaking road! and at one point i was caught up in traffic where I cudnt even move! YUP! in the middle of the freaking road!!

I was already wet... wait, i mean... I was SOAKED by the time i got up the second bus at town. Another piece of detail to add is that i was soaked sitting in the bus and the driver just had to put the air condition on full blast! Hello?!! Where's your freaking BRAINS in em skull of urs?!! There i was friggin shivering the whole journey and my stop is rite at the other end of the stop. That aint all... Once i've reached my stop. The rain followed me to PJ, and as i got down the bus, didnt even bother to open my tiny blur umbrella nemore... Wad's the use? I was already soaked! So i tot to myself, aint no use getting mad at the whole world rite now, let others do the job for me, so i began to chill (literally) and see things as they are and just use the moment and try to njoy it. LOL! Note that i was in the rain, so there was nothing much i could do or njoy... Took a dashing run and then a very slow walk to her place. There i got me a change of shirt (loving the sweater) and wait till my shorts got dry...

-Kuala Lumpur when it sleeps-

I got the pics from last year's stormy weather and believe it or not the time was only 5pm in the evening, the sky was pitch black by the time it got 6pm. Its been raining drastically over the past few weeks, rivers are flooded, drains overflowing, people are moody, idiotic bus drivers are scattered around. Not the prettiest situation we KL-ians are in rite now. Wishing for the turn of weather conditions to happen....

Dinner at nite was fun. Met up with Ad and melia at i-Thai after waiting for ages with snuckums. but who cares, i was with her. No wait could ever bring me down. Finally got a chance to hand em their birthday gifts. So u guys, Happy Belated Birthday! Melia, hope u like the dress, Ad, hope u like the fragrance thingy tho we later found out u're elergic to it. Swt! And jon jon, shit the fella, suppose to meet up with us! Ish! Hope u like ur prezzie as well.

Holly Matrimony...

2008-10-17T08:26:00.019+08:00

It ususally starts off like this...

Dearly beloved,
We are gathered here today,
To witness the union between....
**Blah blah blah**

But then...

We TOTALLY missed it!
LOL!

First and foremost, Congrats! to Shannon and Charmaine! Im never good with wishes, so wish u guys a happy and prosperous life together. And Shannon, may u be blissful. At least for the next 5 years or so.... After that, i pass u my condolences... LOL!

How did we miss the wedding ceremony? Well, let's juz say its a very very old tadition of the Chan family. Yeap! We all got the invites but no one took the iniative to look thru the TIME. @.@ We all tot it starts at 11am, but it actually begin at 10.30am! And the best part of it all was that me, bro, and jen were still at home at 10.45~! LOL! Mum and sis went earlier (thank goodness!) Coz sis was the organists for the wedding.

-The Newly Weds and the Chan Fly-

By the time we got there, they were about to say their vows to each other, lucky thing we didnt miss that. So after the ceremony, wad else do we malaysian do? EAT!! Haha.. Lunch was fantastic tho there was a frenzy rush to the food. Lucky thing the best man (Colin) announced "ladies and children first". Jenny was too caught up in the crowd she only took one tiny particle of food and didnt even bother the cutlery (that shows how massively huge the crowd of women only when it comes to food~! LOL! ). But with God's grace, the men were a lil more civilised and everything went in orderly fashion back again. haha.

Later that nite dinner was served at the prestigious Renaisance Hotel. It's so prestigious, i dont know if i got the spelling correct. Yeah so moving on, i had to wait till the hall was cleared till i could get this pics. Oh and we were kinda late for it as well. But lucky thing we're in MALAYSIA! Where nothing starts on time.. So the invite says 7pm (yup, we checked the time, trice!) but the dinner only started at 8smt. So since there were so much of free time waiting for food, apa lagi?

-Oh la la-

-Smt's wrong with the last pic-

Auntie Jessica was grabbing my butt in the pic @.@! Plus, had so much of wine and beer, my face turned red in an instant! Lethal Combo! But i can assure yall, i was totally sober then. Nope! NOT DRUNK! So when the grand ballroom finally open its doors to muah! Food is served!! And the best part of the menu was that booz and hard liquor was on free flow! LOL! From a few glasses of wine to beers to a few shots of whiskey. Yikes! And yet again, not forgetting, the food was totally outta this world.

The menu:

Renaissance's Eight Treasures Cold Cut Combination Platter
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Braised Shark's Fin Soup with Crabmeat
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Deep Fried Boneless Chicken with Supreme Thai Sauce (My Fav!)
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Steamed Pomfret with Homemade Soy and Cilantro
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Tiger Prawns with Spicy Garlic and Ginger
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Braised Mushroom, Fungi Abalone with Dried Scallop & Vegetable
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Wok-Fried Hong Kong Rice with Abalone Sauce
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Chilled Honey Melon with Sago & Coconut Milk
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Wedding Fancy Duets

During Dinner....

-The other newly Weds, Bro and Jen!-

-Ledionne couldnt get her hands off all the food! lol!-

-Like i said, there was a free flow of 'beverages'.
This was reaching the end of the nite -

So to sum it all up...

Shannon + Charmaine = Happy Newly Weds

Dinner + Alcohol = ME!

Chan Family + Punctuality = Never gonna happen!

All is well in the end. The couple finally got their happy ever after. I got me a good belly, the nite was swell. Missing someone constantly. Someday it'll be my turn. And i cudnt be happier if it were to be urs as well. Imagine... Our wedding day, with you rite there, holding my hand, next to me. **Wo0ts!**

-Took this pic for that someone-

Welcome home you...

2008-10-15T12:10:00.015+08:00

- Love is the Root of All Life -

So much has happened within these past few days, words can hardly describe the experience! Some may say it was an experience of a lifetime, others; something that doesn’t occur on a daily basis…

Indeed!

With too much to say and yet too lil time to ponder, and the turn of events which left me speechless, I shall just let the words flow rite outta my fingers!

Here goes!

10.10.08

It was such a relief to meet u once again… A mix of feelings rushed within the veins to my heart, the pain once felt was no longer there. All the wait and anticipation came down to that moment. And only that moment it is a true remarkable event that to only two hearts there is meaning in it. Tho it was only for a couple of weeks, every tip of strands of hair, the edge of such beautiful frame, the presence of my one and only I miss so dearly. There I hold u in my arms and never want to let u go. It felt so right that I never want it to pass. In my heart I say to you:

“Welcome home you”

I got me butt whooped in a game of one on one battle. But take note vengeance shall be done!! LOL!

- Some pickies me like which i took from snuckum's blog -

12.10.08

It was yet another awesome date with snuckums!

Earlier in the day, had to do my rightful responsibilities as a Christian and go to church. Had to rush back home to send mommy dearest and to change into something more… “Presentable”.

Just when I tot I was yet again late, I WASN’T!! Wo0ts! Waited for her at the KL sentral monorail stop and the guard there was totally keeping an eye on me the whole time! As if I was about to do something like bomb the station or smt… Ish! As she was walking towards the station, there I stood in the corner waiting to jumped rite up to her and present her with a red rose, a lady from the counter came out coz she forgot to take her change… LOL! But nevertheless the surprise came thru…

So we made our way to Sg wang and walked around hunting for possible gifts. But snuckums skipped a few meals so after scouting the place for a while we ate at our new favorite restaurant, Madam Wong! Snuckums is addicted to the ButterMilk sauce there! Hahaha! Oh and lunch was on her… She made me promise not to pay for it. Tho I had a strong urge to, wad can I say, it’s become a norm in me that I juz cant rub off. Later on we decided to go to Low Yatt plaza to get me a Webbie! Its time I finally got one!! I had to say the sales assistant there is very helpful. Gave me all the info I needed and test out my new gear b4 purchasing it (it was his job anyways). Even got a bargain which I cant refuse (tho I was certain it could go lower but I din wanna be seen as a cheapsket!)

We were tired of walking back to sg wang so decided to move to Times Square to continue our hunt for the perfect gift. After all the crowd at TS were a lil more “civilised”. Meaning no pushing, shouting and especially NO SMOKING in air conditioned malls! I wanted to show her a view at the 10th floor but all we saw was ruins and remains of a haunted looking building. Sigh! But wad we got outta it was that taking lifts ride are fun! Hehehe! Had fun taking a small detour off the hot spots and juz go to the least visited spots there. But unfortunately, there are still smokers everywhere we go, damn potong stim wei… But it was one damn hilarious experience which both of us will never forget!

- Picture paints a thousand words -
LOL! xP

So we continued walking around in search for something to catch our eyes and is uniquely special. We finally came to a shop which sells dresses at drop dead prices (I meant that in the good way). So we got one for a birthday girl, and I saw the glimmer in her eyes wen we were looking for a dress, and I decided to get her one too! Total act of impromptu-ness. LOL! I do hope she likes it. Tho she was in total denial of wanting it at first but I knew her too well that apart of her would want it. After getting it, in her blurr state of mind, she knows nothing of the purchase but later when she found out, she gave me a TOTAL SHOCKING SURPRISE!! That’s wad I love about her… She went to the restroom and slipped it on rite there and then. But the funny part was that her hand bag sooo0o did not match the dress. But needless to say, she was "oh la la" in the dress!! LOL!

At the end of the day, both of us were simply too tired to walk anywhere anymore, our feet were aching to the max wei! Decided to go back to sg wang and get a lil something we saw earlier. Hehe. As they say, the grandeur of everything is always at the end. Hence, it applies here. The grand finale was the memorable taxi ride back. Hehe. That’s all im gonna say.. =P

14.10.08

Was rushing to get my work done the whole morning, its like I cramp in 8 hours of work to only 4 hours. So to leave the rest of the day free for other plans. Im glad I did so. It was not a tiny bit short of a splendid afternoon / evening out. I am certainly glad I turn out to be “well-mannered” and a “typical gentleman” so to speak. That was according to someone. And I certainly am relieved of what a first impression I had on and became in good company with.

Not forgetting I had another shocking surprise yet again! Someone went to the salon and did something to her hair. Trust me wen I say this, my first glimpse of you took my breath away. I was stun in that moment, bedazzled in the beauty of what I saw…

Its funny how whenever your presence surrounds me, all that I am is nothing but joy and laughter. I truly appreciate your beauty, your smiles, the way u care, the things you do. The way I am with you. Most of all, I truly appreciate you being you. All memory of you I shall cherish. Kept in the heart of the beholder.

The Gift...

2008-10-11T14:13:00.004+08:00

Quietly while you were asleep
The moon and I were talking
I asked that she'd always keep you protected
She promised you her light
That you so gracefully carry

You bring your light and shine like morning
And then the wind pulls the clouds across the moon
Your light fills the darkest room
And I can see the miracle
That keeps us from falling

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There’s a strangest excitement today
If you’re awake then you’re welcome to hear
I’ve got a gift and it blew me away
From the far eastern sea straight to here
Oh God I feel like I’m in for it now
Its like the rush has gone straight to my brain
But my voice is as lonely as loud
As I whisper a joy of this pain

And suddenly
You’ve done it all
You won me over
In no time at all

And now I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear

If you ask I will do what you say
All we have is this night to get through
With the cheeks to the smile you’re only
You left me all up in arms and confused
Oh God I feel like I’m in for it now
And how this kiss will be one roughly vague
I swear I’ll melt if you touch me at all
But then I’ll ask you to do it again, and again

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Sitting by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone
and baby i found you

Watching as you softly sleep
What i'd give if i could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
but the colors fade away
and the years will make us grey
but baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful

All i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more every day
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
and i'm thankful every day
For the gift
I can't find the words to say

My so called "beach" for the moment...
Love it!
It took my breath away
It left me speechless
You did this to me
This moment i will forever cherish

Love u Snuckums!
Muaks!
:D

All in one go... HO!!

2008-10-06T17:55:00.008+08:00

*Survey*

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

The 1 person I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts and so, here it goes.

15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

1. Missing someone! Alot!

2. Very much in love rite now...

3. Listen to jazz music... occasionally.

4. Learning Guitar.. Wo0ts!

5. Total Procrastinator!!

6. I cant swim..but i can surely splash!

7. A Manchester United ho0oligan!!

8. Crazy among friends. But a loner deep within.. Blive it!

9. Excessive Daydreamer!!

10. I can be a stink bomb!! A silent one! Muahaha!

11. Need a freaking holiday!!

12. Hating tasha for tagging me to do this bloody thing!

13. Tidy freak! Everything must be in place!
14. Freaking glad its number 14...

15. Glad im done with this...!! Wo0ts!

i tag jaZz!!! blehs! Told ya i'd do it!!

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*UPDATES part 1*

Yeap, the so called "holidays" are over.. Dreading it! Its back to work day and everything sucks! The day where all things turn back to being hectic is the day i fall sick. Work is as normal, stressing as ever... And my condition's getting worse. Started with a cough a few days back, and this morning, a flu... N just when i tot it was bad enough, Started having diarheae after lunch! I'm sure yall dont want me elaborating on that. So yeah... pretty much hating life now. I even had to choke 5mugs of coffee down juz so i could get em caffeine in my system to keep my eyes open. Times like this, wishing i have access to em redbulls...

I totally forgot!
To all my muslim friends and families..
Happy "belated" Raya Day.
Forgive Body and Soul!

LOL!

Raya was okie i guess.. Went to visit some relatives of mine in the morning and just catch up a lil. But sad to say... the whole Chan gang wasnt complete coz some went to spend it with their in laws and friends and some juz cudnt make it. Nevertheless, it was good to see those familiar faces once again (note that we only have a gathering during festive seasons like this one). Other than that it was plain old hittin the malls, late nite mamak sessions, and stuff. Cant say it felt like a holiday coz i was only doin the normal routine which is nothing much outta the ordinary. Sleep like a pig, wake up, online, gaming, eat, tv, then sleep again... Like i said, nothing outta the ordinary. The fasting month didnt even feel like the fasting month. Coz normally i wud be semangat-ed to fast also. But this year... Nah... i'll pass. hehe! LOL!

*UPDATES part 2*

Everyone is falling sick.
Example:

Was texting angelia today, poor gurl is down with flu and fever.

But hey, njoy playing pool on the comp all day!

Perfect Example:
ME! (refer Updates part 1)

Hahaha.

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*PERSONAL MESSAGE part 1*

Blurro!! Cheer up la!! It may hurt like a b*tch rite now. But it'll pass. You know we love you. We'll always be there for ya k! The gang stays together gether ma! Smile a lil! There are loads more fishies in the sea, remember that. I mite take u go fishing sometime soon k. Just dont beat urself up too much. Kills me to see ya like that girl..

*PERSONAL MESSAGE part 2*

Bubu!! GOODLUCK!!
Hehe.
-Stop bugging my soul about too much coffee!!
-Im not stubborn nor am i livin in denial!!!
BLeh!

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*P.S*

To the only one in my heart...

I love Y-O-U!!
Cant wait for ya to get back!

MUAKS!

Unsettlingly settled in...

2008-10-02T14:40:00.008+08:00

Have you ever been in a situation or was there a time when all you feel is hopelessness? Life is (as always) ever going so all you can and gotta do is keep on walking its stony pathway. Unknown to where it leads, you just gotta keep on walking for the mere reason of LIVING?

Unsetttling!

The only word that came to mind... A sudden question popped out in my mind, just like that. Outta no where. Wad was the question? Aint important, but the answer.... Now now, aint that just puzzling? For some reason, i just dont seem content with where my life is at rite now. Confusingly lost in my thoughts, Drowning in my ever flooded prison of emotions and constantly pacing away from all my doubts and toubling mind.

Aint nobody's fault. I just feel this way.

I may put on a fake smile every now and then. Its wad i always do anyways. No biggie. But nowadays i started asking myself. Why shud i? Should the world care if i was unhappy? Why am i taking care of what they feel instead of focusing on myself? Why is there so much anger in me still? Why am i like this? Why?!

I am not unhappy, I am simply not happy...
-Un-f-ing-settled-

PS. Bubu doesnt like blogs...

Her Comment:
It aint rite reading your life from the internet...
(or smt like that)

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I was watching MTV the other day. And i saw this video clip.

My perception:
Pretty cool.
Simple yet brilliant!
Makes me wonder...
(Thats wad i like about long road trips)
Love the ending of it.

Snow Patrol - Open Your Eyes

Open your eyes,
So that you can see mine.
Open your thoughts,
So that you can know mine.
Open your heart,
.......
coz thats wad u gotta do!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

2008-09-30T23:20:00.006+08:00

Craig David - Unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow.

I'm alive, I'm in love, you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have,
and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.

Now I see, what love means

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Pickies taken from the most awesome date ever!

--->20.09.08<---

Missing Y.O.U!!

A lot...

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Baby, set me free,
from this misery,
I can't take it no more..

Since you ran away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby..
Miss you, want you, need you so,
Until you're back here baby,
There's a feeling inside
I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies,
even made you cry
Baby, I was so wrong
Girl, I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs

'Cause here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

And I wonder
Are you thinking of me?
'Cause I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?

Why it ain't a men's world no more...

2008-09-30T13:56:00.027+08:00

I dont know if you guys have seen this...
But it bloody well made me LOL!!

So wad is the difference whether or not the dominant sex (whichever one) takes over?

Here's an "insight" on why it aint a men's world no more..

Enjoy!!!

Who needs facts when this juz sums up decades of pointless debates??

Still wondering why?

X) LOL!!

VoCati0naL eXeRtioN...

2008-09-29T19:05:00.015+08:00

Yeap, so its my first day on the job...

*Speechless*

Basically thats all i plan to say...

Nothing is coming to my head rite now.

Its so the STONED!!
Been singing this song in my head all day!!

Dunno y..

So i guess i'll juz let yall have a listen....

Enjoy...

Jimmy Eat World - Work

It's my first day of work, and my desk is already like this :S

Who knew there's a golf course rite outside..
if im bored, sure!! i'll juz look outside and watch boring ppl play the boring-est game ever!

Wo0ts!
I am soo0o0 excited!

Here's another view from the office..
Great! Now when i look this way, all i see is constuction!
A perfect way to de-stress...
*Sarcasm*

Everybody gotta have a winning plan rite?
Thats how successful people become SUC-cessful...

Aint no shame learning this way...
Everybody gotta start from scratch rite?

Work stress pilling up already....

Thank GOD for caffeine!!!

When you fall, all u can do is pick ur arse up and get back on the blooming bike!
Yeah! like i have a choice!!

Feels like school all over!!
Yup, that's wad sem breaks are for rite?

No matter wad, I've gotta prove myself worthy!!

HardworkingnesS, Aho0o0Y!!!!

-I will sUrViVe-

The day was so "HUHU-fied". Why? Coz with only 4 hours of sleep, it really doesnt make up for it. And the previous days b4 that, with only 1 (ONE) hour of sleep to last for 2 days? Whoah, one doesnt need to be Einstein to figure out that the balance of equality is totally out. I seriously dozed off one too many times at my desk. Even before lunchtime, i already jug down 2 mugs of coffee! Wished i had redbull, but there werent any 7-11 in sight! Even kedai runcit pun elek!! So had to settle for the next best thing... CAFFEINE!

The place is called Phileo Damansara, it's near Eastin Hotel (literally jus next door), PJ. So the corporate like man, everybody there was in shirt and tie and crappy classy stuff. Even cars there are BMWs and Merc. O-M-G!! Its like their hang out spot of the "Burn My Wallets" and the Merces!! But me, i was juz in jeans and a polo shirt and my roti banjir in the morning... Cant help being the black sheep. As always la. LOL!

So wad i need to do is gather information about specific local industries, run some research on em, basically know as much of them as i can. And today being my 1st day, i was given a whole task of researching the Traveling agencies in the whole of KL! To my freaking kahoonas suprise, there are thousands of agencies like that in KL!! Yeah, the most i could do today is just a mere 250 companies... I guess the phrase: "Taking baby steps" really does apply here. Lil to my attention did i know that im gonna be calling every single one soon.

My expression:

~!@#$%^&*(*&^%))_*(_)**^^$%###@#$!$^$&%!!!!!!

But the fun part of it all is that the names i come across when i run my research is seriously UNSERIOUS!! I mean come on man, who's sir name goes "LA"? Imagine, Mr. Stephen La? LOL!! OWh and the rich and the royal really gotta work on their names too. The companies i looked up on has COO's and CEO, Directors, Managers etc who has freaking stuck up names wei. Take for example. Who the fella has a name with the word "Tunku" repeated 3 times in his name? Aint that kinda literally cries out DESPERATION out in the open? It should be a crime in progress! Why isnt the ISA doing anything about that? LMAO!!!! With entics like that, am looking forward to em biz calls. hehehe!!!

So that was Day 1 of working life!!
Tmr starts a new day, meaning...
A new HELL awaits!!

The fiRst oF aN eTeRnitY...

2008-09-28T16:03:00.008+08:00

Announcement!

Today dated the most prominent event which happened exactly a month ago.

If you ask me to sum up the previous month into juz ONE word, Dang! Why the heck should I? After much thinking and self debating, why choose just ONE? When you can do more with many others. So, back to the question, my previous month? Was none other than a remarkably fantastic, sensationally astounding and increadible time of my life. If you're wondering why, well.. You guys juz have to take a lil journey down back in time in memory lane, just a simple scroll down to one of my previous posts. hehehe!

Dont know if you guys know this but here are some dates to remember!

23.08.08 - Church!

25.08.08 - Mamak!

26.08.08 - Movies!

27.08.08 - Muaks!

- 28.08.08 -

I just wanna add a few videos which i think is related to my current situation rite now.

Dont let their name fool you, their songs are cool.

Andra and the Backbone - Sempurna

"Kau adalah darahku,

Kau adalah jantungku,

Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku,

Oh sayang, engkau begitu

SEMPURNA"

It's pretty outdated but still feeeeeeling!!

Ryan Cabrera - It's You

"I'm standing before you with this label on my head,

I'm pleading before you for you to understand,

Baby it's you,

When i look up in the sky, i see you,

And then i turn and close my eyes and its you.

When i'm sitting all alone in my room,

Everything reminds me of you..."

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Was bored in church today, so i ended up coming up with this crap.

Totally a spur of the moment.

So im not suprise if u guys have read better ones...

But here goes...

The Sun is shining,
The River Flows,
The Birds are singing,
All to drown out your sorrows...

Drops of rain drips its soaking reign,
It swarms over an entire district,
To wash away the passings of yesterday,
A new beginning now we pick...

WAKE UP! i've been laying here,
MAKE HASTE! i've been standing aground,
LEAP! i've been up afloat,
LEAVE! I am homeward bound...

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Thats it!!

Cant think of anything else to add.

So00o0o need sleep wei..

Only had an hour of sleep for two nights continuously.

And no i did not sleep in the afternoon.

Plus wad makes it worst is that im starting work tmr.

My first day on the job and as of now, i only have 5hours to sleep.

That means i only took 7hours of sleep for 3days!

Dont wanna be a walking zombie tmr again.

Oh and before i go....

GLorY gLorY ManCheSteR uNiTeD!!!

They won yesterday against Bolton Wanderers

Final Score: 2-0

Goal Scorers: Ronaldo C. Rooney W.

Woo0ts!!

2008-09-26T17:42:00.010+08:00

Staring at a blank screen... *aint good*

For the first time ever, i dont know wad to write.
But i feel the need to write something.
So here goes nothing... *i meant that quite literally*

I dont know what's goin on. With me, with her, with just about anybody... It's like everyone is so damn utterly disconnected and separated from each other. I dont feel like im needed anymore nor does anyone needs or heeds anybody these days. It's like i jumped into a vortex and ended up in a totally different dimension which is in the same place, same people, different bunch of arses. Everybody changed. Just not physically.

Frustrated. Dissappointed. Aggravated. Bothered. Annoyed

Been this way for the past week. Make that a few weeks... Lonely and abondoned is the word for it. Tho having people around me, but as i said, i am not needed. No one gives a F these days.

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Been and still am tryin to quit with all the cursing and my vulgarity.

So the words i limit myself to is:
-> Shit
-> Crap
-> The letter F
-> Bloody
-> Damn
The basic stuff la. Trying to really cut down. Be a better person. Not for anyone. But for my own self...

Just me.

But if you're asking me, i know a few other people who really shud. Infact the whole world should. Woudn't the world be a better place then? You see, Crapping already. So, to those who think im talking about cha here. *Hint hint*

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I finally got the chance to talk to Ellana... It was good to hear her voice once again and talked just as frens... Tho there were awkward silences and angels passing moments, it was good. I hope she's not mad still. Was really a jerk back then. But then we all need a wake up call rite? So yeah, we're letting go of the past and healing from the wounds. Good to know we're both moving on and along quite well. I wonder if she'll ever forgive me after all that i've done. I wish her well in all that she does and in life. Miss you lots E.

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That said....

Talked to my baby as well... She's having probs of her own rite now, i dont dare put my load on her as she has her own burdens to carry. I just wish that i could be rite there to comfort her and to tell her in person that everything's gonna be alrite. It kills me to know that i cant do anything here to make her feel better. Distance DOES make the heart grow fonder. Im wishing her the best in all that she encounters and that she may cope well with wateva's goin on.

Be strong, patient, calm and just take it easy.

Treat it as a roadblock, a test by GOD to let you know that you still need him in your life. Pray about it, as i will be praying for ya. I always have this phrase on my mind in times like this...

Tough times dont last, But tough people do....

Will always be there for ya...
Anytime.
Anywhere.

You got me....

She's been ignoring me later today. Was wondering why. Sumhow i knew it had something to do with wad i did earlier. I am truly and sincerely sorry. It wasnt any of my intentions to make you feel that way. I mean, what was i thinking? But im glad things went its course, and that we talked about it. It seems a lil more clearer and stress free now that everything's out in the open.

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Was so damn bored i turned to my Playstation 2 for entertainment. Seriously i find all my games damn friggin outdated.

As you can see, i NEED to update my games!

So thought i juz try out GTA and most wanted... AGAIN!
*notice that there's only one controler? Sobs*

Next on my list:

Go shopping for more games!!

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Was screwing around with my blog and i recently added this Blogger Following function/feature.

It lets you stay updated with your favorite blogs right from your Blogger dashboard. By following your blog, your readers tell you and the world that they’re a fan of what you post. Your Dashboard now shows you how many followers each of your blogs has. With a click on the Followers icon, you can browse your followers, see what blogs they write, and read the other blogs they’re following.

Ok, u got me... i copied and pasted that. Damn lazy to type it all out wei. So neways, if you guys are interested or find my blog interesting and worth while your time to read, do follow me on. The link to click is on my right side bar. The bottom-est column. Guess i'll be back with other stuff which i hope is worth more than nothing. hehehe.

So guess that's pretty much it for now... Like i said, here goes nothing. So nothing is all i wrote. Going off now. Nothing to crap about ady.

Nothingness is all i feel.

Ciouz!
p.s. Notice for the first time, no title...??

Dont really give a bahoonas arse!

>>>Add "arse" to my list of allowed swearing<<<

dC-t0-tHe-w0rLd

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1.... 2....1,2,3,4!!

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Shit on me...

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No woman No cry..

Reviews...

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All in one go... HO!!

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